Freitag, 20. Juli 2012

Day 93: Faith is Characteristic for Sheeple




Through some discussions I’ve had with especially Christian people, I observed how faith is used like „knowledge“ and mutated into „wisdom”, when in fact it is really simply a ‘matter of faith’ which literally means to believe in something without any common sense consideration of the physical evidence this world, this existence provides us with as a reflection of ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that faith is a construct that we human beings have created from the starting-point of our fear/’inferiority’ and the desire for a ‘superior force’ to ‘protect’ us.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that faith thus implies that we refuse to stand one and equal and take responsibility for ourselves and our creation – and instead project that point of responsibility to imaginary entities for the supposed existence of which ‘faith’ is required.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each personality/character as consciousness create their own ‘faith’ based on the fuzzy logic that is used to form one’s world view through which one seeks to ‘justify’ one’s own existence and experience so that one does not have to take responsibility –
because as long as one have ‘faith’: one can sit and wait for a god or a savior to lead the way while one in no way stands accountable for one’s thoughts, words and deeds.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that faith is a characteristic of our existence as personality consciousness, whereby each one will form their own faith in the mind, and even people that follow the same religion or belief-system will have different variations of it as ‘faith’ within their mind, according to which they will lead their lives in a way that does not offer any practical solutions for our existence on earth as oneness, as humanity.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that ‘faith’ is something not only religion and belief-systems like spirituality use to create promises for some projected future; but also the whole consumerism system is based on ‘faith’ as that which allows for the consumer to trust that what is being presented by the system is benevolent and to the benefit of life, when all evidence clearly shows that it is not.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that already the parenting system in this world cultivates the construct of faith, as the child is left with no choice but to have ‘faith’ that the parents ‘know better’ in spite of the obvious lack of actual understanding and common sense, and that within such cultivation the child becomes gullible for everything that requires ‘faith’ in this world, from religion to the money-system, the media, and the whole consumerism system as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to have ‘faith’ implies that one has given up on self-honesty and common sense and has abdicated one’s authority to an external force that somehow promises to lead one to a ‘better life’, ‘salvation’, ‘success’, or whatever it is the individual personality consciousness is conditioned to ‘need’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that ‘faith’ is a mental construct utilized to manipulate and dominate while the ‘believer’ loses touch with the actuality of this physical reality which as a matter of fact provides all evidence for anyone to develop common sense;
however, self-honesty is required to acknowledge that we have been conned into a consciousness system where no choice is free and no decision is actually ever made by the individual as a sovereign being but only by the conditioned minds of consumer robots that are ‘taught’ what to think, what to want, what to need, what to fear, what to desire.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that faith is a construct through which the individual is led to abdicate responsibility and common sense and to bound self to mental constructs without any regard for the clear evidence the physical reality delivers.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that those that demand faith actually demand obedience and submission, and that parents should teach their children common sense rather than faith if they truly have the child’s interest at heart.

Obviously the parent cannot show the child common sense when the parent has no common sense left – and therefore I commit myself to educating myself and the parents of this world towards common sense, self-honesty, and self-responsibility in the interest of life.

I commit myself to showing how faith is used by the systems of this world like religion, the money-system, the media, and literally all systems of the consumerism-dictatorship to train the human organic robot as to what it thinks it wants, needs, desires, fears – because that makes the human dependent on the system and able to be manipulated: thus the perfect slave to keep the system running.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that faith is a construct that leads the individual more and more into a trap of the mental, wherein: the bigger the fear gets, the stronger one has ‘faith’- and that fear and faith are two sides of the same coin.

I commit myself to showing that faith implies one has already abdicated one’s authority and responsibility to a force separate from self which one has defined as ‘superior’/‘more than’ self, and within that: one has defined self as ‘inferior’ and thus in-fear.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that ‘faith’ is characteristic, meaning: each character as personality will form their own construct of faith individually according to the ‘needs’ of the personality consciousness, and the personal construct of faith will be designed specifically to ‘validate’ the personality consciousness. This clearly slows that personalities/characters exist in self-interest and develop a ‘logic’ to specifically ‘justify’ self-interest – which is why common sense is so uncommon in this world.
I commit myself to showing how faith is a mental construct through which we separate ourselves from ourselves and each-other as life and disregard the actual physical reality we all share, while simplistic common sense through self-honest observation and deduction would effect common observations and conclusions in relation to this physical reality we all share, through which we would be able to come to solutions that do not require faith and are in fact BEST FOR ALL.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if we want to bring forth a new existence where life is in fact honored: we have to start honoring ourselves and each-other and all that is here as life, acknowledging our responsibility and taking back the authority and power we abdicate to systems of inequality – so that we may stop the fear and the accepted mind-control and stand-up as free-willed equals of life to make a difference in our existence for real.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new system of equality where all life is equally honored and supported, and where we do not require faith in systems or in the value of for example money, because we will have acknowledged the value of life for what it is: the breath we all share on this one planet and the fact that to have a dignified life in this one physical reality we all have the same requirements as to the physical needs and conditions that must be met for life on earth;

and that unless these needs are met and provided for ALL equally and fear is eliminated forever more, we will continue to compete and fight and struggle for survival  in separation instead of LIVING in oneness and equality as life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in order to stand up and do what it takes to change ourselves and our world to the betterment of LIFE in fact: we require to question everything we’ve placed ‘faith’ in and stop the abdication of ourselves through the mental polarity of ‘more than’/’less than’ and ‘superior’/’inferior’, which is in fact the basic polarity the construct of ‘faith’ is grounded on.

We require to self-realize LIFE as equality, because within that is the power to stand-up, take self-responsibility and work together as equals of life for what really matters, which, if we look around, is clearly this one physical reality we all equally share.






Day 92: The Freedom of Choice




I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where freedom of choice is determined by the system and ruled by money, where if you don’t have money you don’t have choice, and if you have money you have but the frame of choices presented to you by the system as to what to do with the money you have in your account and how to do it.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where those with an account at the bank do not stand accountable for all that is here, while 2/3 of the world population exist in atrocious conditions due to lack of money which equals lack of power in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see that no one actually has the freedom to choose where and when to be born and into what conditions, which implies that those in fortunate positions in the world might as well have been born into the parts of the world that are neglected and exploited – and yet in spite of having the fortune of money and everything that goes with an account at the bank: no accountability exists for our existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the conditions in the world are a result of how we exist and what we accept and allow within and without – and that therefore we are responsible for what is here as our existence, and in fact the more money/power one has in this world the bigger the responsibility, which means that all of us who have some money in our pocket and our basic needs met must stand also for those that do not have the means to make their voice count.

I forgive myself that I’ve ever accepted and allowed myself to believe that freedom of choice exists in this world, when even a child realizes that it has no choice but to submit to the parents and the environment it is born into, otherwise its survival is at stake.

I forgive myself that I’ve ever accepted and allowed myself to claim or seek the ‘freedom of choice’ for myself without considering the context within which such choice would exist and the conditions such choice would be subject to –
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to consider choice from a starting-point of self-interest only, as I have been conditioned by the system to pursue self-interest only and to compete with others in my world for a choice ‘more free’, thinking and believing that when MY freedom of choice is ‘more than’ that of others, then I must be doing something right – when in fact this is exactly the attitude that accounts for poverty, starvation, war, famine, and all the atrocities that we currently still accept and allow in the world in the name of free choice, self-interest, and fear.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our choice in this world has never been free, but was always dictated by those in positions of power that manifested a system of inequality, exploitation and abuse, where a few give themselves the ‘free choice’ to dominate, exploit and abuse this planet and its people for their own benefit in self-interest, while the many have no choice but what is being presented to them by the system and dependent on the money available to them or not, thus in fact slaving for the system just to be able to survive.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that choice can only be free when all living beings are free.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only actual choice we have in this world is the choice to stand up for life and do what it takes to put an end to the current system of inequality, exploitation, abuse.

I commit myself to showing that the only actual choice an individual has is the choice to investigate, purify and direct the fears, desires and beliefs one was conditioned through – to take back the directive power one has abdicated to the systems and make the choice to support life, and not the system that consumes life in the name of profit.

I commit myself to showing that the only actual choice we have as human beings is to put an end to the patterns of our creation/existence, in the realization that everything that exists and how it exists is based in fear and self-interest in a system where profit is placed before life;
and that therefore if we want to change our world into a place that is best for life, we require to make the choice to LIVE what is best for life – and that implies to stop our acceptances and allowances and to purify the consciousness system within which we have trapped ourselves, thus giving ourselves the freedom of choice in fact.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that all choice is currently defined and determined by the system and governed by money, and if you don’t have money you have no choices in life, as money dictates what choices you have, what you can do, what you can be, whether you survive in this world or not.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that a new system of equality would in fact give everyone the freedom of choice: for each one to live, express and expand to one’s utmost potential, without the system / money / fear dictating your choices.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that no one is really free until all life isfree
and I commit myself to supporting the process of setting ourselves and our world free from the chains of the money system without and the bounds of the consciousness system within: so that we may stand accountable for who we are and how we exist, as that is the only way to manifest and live actual dignity and freedom in all possible ways.



Relevant Blog post: BrainWashing and Mind-Control

Day 91: Characterized Fuzzy Logic




In the context of the discussion on how we exist as characters in a movie rather than physical beings on this one physical planet we share, an interesting thing to observe is how the self-consciousness each one develops and becomes through the ‘education’ one is exposed to in this world consciousness system will develop its own fuzzy logic with which to ‘justify’ one’s individual existence.
Such fuzzy logic is created to form a world view that allows one to ‘live one’s life’ while the world is in flames. Such ‘logic’ is characterized by the characters/personalities one adopts / forms / develops and is specifically designed to ‘justify’ and ‘validate’ exactly those.
The fact that one is not aware of how such personalities are developed or that one is, in one’s interaction within one’s world, merely acting out different characters in different situations while no sovereign being exists that would acknowledge its value as life in oneness and equality: reveals to what extent we are but organic robots conditioned to function in a system that places profit before life and has replaced the value of life with fake ‘values’ like self-image, ‘power’, status, success and other attributes of self-interest, wherein our accepted and denied ‘inferiority’ is attempted to be covered-up through mental concepts of ‘superiority’.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where self-interest is not equal to the interest of life and where we have separated ourselves from life to such an extent: that each one has developed a consciousness that has its own self-interest which mostly is in conflict with the interest of other beings; and not only that, but one is not even aware of how such consciousness was formed and developed.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in a world where each one claims their own truth and the right to something called ‘opinion’ when clearly the situation in the world where all of us are affected reveals a truth that cannot be opinionated without prejudice: we are damned to eternal conflict and war – the war of egos.
I commit myself to showing that opinion is a matter of upbringing and thus subject to the beliefs, fears and desires of the forefathers – and that by following and supporting the conflict of opinions we simply keep history repeating and the world as we know it.

I commit myself to showing that our opinionated existence is the manifestation of our separation from life and into mind consciousness singularities that deny their interdependence and interconnectedness for the sake of Ego, believed to be ‘superior’ when in fact it exists from the starting-point of fear and accepted ‘inferiority’.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we place value in opinion and fight for our differences: we cannot stand together as mankind and manifest what is best for humanity, for life as a whole.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in investigating the opinions we subject ourselves to and understanding why we do so – because within that we have the chance and the opportunity to stop our self-delusion and get to self-honesty in humbleness: the only way to self-realize life and set ourselves free from the prison of the mind.
I commit myself to sharing the message of equality and oneness with my world and practically living the principle of equality and oneness into beingness through who I am and how I interact in my world – because for our oneness on earth to be dignified and manifested as what is best for all: we have no choice but to acknowledge our equality as life and live/apply that equality in all practical ways, within and without.


Day 90: Opinionated Characters






I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where each one claim their own opinion – in spite of the fact that we all share one world, one reality, and the same basic needs in terms of survival on this planet.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where opinion is a matter of personality and even becomes reason for conflict and war.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we exist in conflict of opinions – be it religions, belief systems, political parties, groupings of any kind – instead of standing together as mankind and bringing forth what is best for humanity and life on earth.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that opinion is something formed and  created by the system, and that while the system presents us with different opinions in the form of religions, belief systems, political ideas etc., all such opinions in fact merely perpetuate the status quo in the world and keep the system running, as the system is dependent on the friction of different opinions because as long as people are divided and fight against each other for irrelevant shit: the system can prevail and those in power can remain in power.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that opinion is a matter of upbringing and conditioning, often utilized to ‘justify’ why we do not stand together and work together for what is best for all.
I commit myself to showing that what is here does not require opinion but only common sense to be directed in a way that is best for all.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that opinion is something formed by humans as characters in mental realities and used in self-interest as ego for self-importance and self-validation – all the while 2/3 of the world population is suffering in the physical reality.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it requires no opinion to see the truth of this world and face ourselves as what is here – and that opinion is often utilized to abdicate responsibility and to avoid facing and dealing with what we have manifested as mankind on earth.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in stopping the delusion of our opinionated existence – so that we may get to the common sense and self-honesty required to remove the veils of the matrix we are trapped in and see things for what they are, to finally take responsibility for our existence and direct ourselves and our world in dignity and respect for life, as all as one as equals.

Relevant Blog post: Matter of Opinion

Day 89: Characteristic Truth | Truth-Seekers Unite




From the perspective of humanity / human beings existing like characters in a role play game, an interesting point to look at is that each one seems to have one’s ‘own truth’. Not only that, different religions, political parties, belief systems etc. even claim ‘the truth’ form themselves in separation from everything/everyone else.

When one looks at this within the context of consciousness existing as characters where the ego is always the main character or super hero, then obviously that central point of ego will seek to form its own “truth” in order to ‘justify’ its own existence, and it will also interpret and define everyone and everything around it in such a way that it seemingly ‘validates’ the “truth” of the one.

The problem is evident when one looks at humanity as a whole. What would a human physical body look like if each cell would suddenly decide to follow their own truth? The answer is obvious.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in a world where each one claims their own “truth”, there will inevitably be war, conflict, abuse, exploitation – all based in self-interest and the fear that one’s OWN “truth” could be threatened.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the actuality of our existence as consciousness characters created through the mental where each one have/follow their OWN “truth” results in the complete disregard and abuse of LIFE as a whole, as ONE body, one universe that includes ALL that is HERE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the only actual truth is what is here as this world, in the reflection of which we see ourselves and face our consequences.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the truth we require to realize, acknowledge and direct is the truth of ourselves as this world, this existence: and the fact that we have allowed ourselves to separate ourselves from ourselves and each-other as physical beings of LIFE into mental characters of mind consciousness, thinking and believing in some greatness when clearly the actuality of our reality shows that we have created but devastation, atrocity and disgrace, and there is no way out: we have to take responsibility for our creation.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to seek for the “truth” out there in dimensions of the mind, while disregarding the truth that is here as the actuality of reality – in spite of the intensity with which physical events in the world and in one’s individual life remind one of the actuality of reality: OUR truth.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as a long as each one claims their own “truth”, there will inevitably be war, conflict, abuse, exploitation in the world.

I commit myself to showing that human beings existing merely as consciousness characters created through the mental where each one have/follow their OWN “truth”: results in the complete disregard and abuse of LIFE as a whole.

I commit myself to showing that the only actual truth is WHAT IS HERE as this world, and that the world is a reflection of ourselves that we manifest through who we are and how we coexist: therefore to change the world we require to practically change who we are and how we coexist.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the truth we require to realize, acknowledge and direct is the truth of ourselves as this world, this existence.

I commit myself to showing that truth seekers in fact only seek in their own mind while disregarding the truth that is here as the actuality of reality – and that to actually see and realize the truth of our existence: we need not look further that what is here.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it’s gonna take courage and self-honesty to FACE the TRUTH of ourselves within and without – and that as long as we exist in fear, denial and suppression we will only keep separating ourselves from life, from ourselves, each-other and the responsibility we have for What is Here.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that self-responsibility is power – the power we abdicate to systems of the world and systems in the mind behind which we hide to not have to FACE ourselves and the consequences of our existence – and that it is in fact inevitable that we face ourselves: either at death in consequence, or through self-directive will in self-honesty, in every breath as we walk this one life. See the support shared at desteni and stand-up for life in self-responsibility!



Relevant Blog posts: Remember the TRUTH


Day 88: Deconstructing Characters – The Follower




Within investigating how I exist through and as characters/personalities conditioned in the context of the world consciousness system: I realized that, even though I stopped myself from following belief systems like spiritual paths or gurus or religious ideas and made the decision to never be a follower again, I still found myself existing as a ‘follower’ in the small petty everyday-things, like for instance where I would wait for others to decide or to give direction, instead of me participating equally and taking on that point of responsibility for self.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self-directive principle through ‘following’ others or waiting for others to make decisions or take steps, out of fear of the responsibility that comes with self-direction.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that responsibility is power as self-authority, and that by abdicating my responsibility I was abdicating my power and authority.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to blame others when I wasn’t satisfied with decisions or steps taken, when in fact I had already abdicated my responsibility to others to decide for me.
Within this I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was in fact angry at myself for having abdicated my self-responsibility and self-directive power – and that I was projecting that anger outwards onto others, blaming them for my own point of self-abdication.

I commit myself to no longer accept or allow myself to blame others when I did not take self-responsibility in self-direction.

I commit myself to no longer accept or allow myself to abdicate my self-directive power.

I commit myself to live self-responsibility as self-authority and self-directive will, so that I may practically realize self-power here in every breath, moving and directing myself instead of being moved/directed due to abdication of responsibility.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that blame is never a solution, as it implies that self-power is abdicated and others are made responsible and therefore within that: self is denying self-responsibility and the authority to bring forth change or any solution.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we have to wake up and take self-responsibility, because as long as we follow the world consciousness system and simply blame the governments and ‘people in high places’, we keep ourselves from taking back the power in equality and oneness and standing-up in self-responsibility to bring forth changes and solutions that will truly be in the interest of life as what is best for all.




Day 87: Deconstructing Characters – The Lost




Somehow I spent a long time of my life lost within a feeling of being lost. That sounds quite paradox and it is. What is more interesting is that from that starting-point of ‘feeling lost’ I at some point started ‘searching for myself’. That search took many forms and ended within a ‘spiritual trip’ as I call it today – especially upon realizing how badly I was in fact lost within and through spiritual beliefs, ideas and projections. It wasn’t before I came across desteni that I started questioning all beliefs and started realizing that my whole life and my entire experience of myself was based on nothing but beliefs, ideas and projections of fears and desires. That is when I started investigating and stopping my belief-based existence and getting myself back to the ground of reality through the investigation of cause and effect and the acknowledgment of self-responsibility for who I am and how I experience myself.



I forgive myself that I’ve ever accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am lost.



I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the acceptance and allowance of the idea or feeling that ‘I am lost’ has in fact effected the emergence of the desire to ‘find myself’- in spite of the fact that I was always here.



I forgive myself that I had not allowed myself to accept myself here, but have instead started searching to ‘find myself’ or ‘fulfill myself’ ‘out there’- when I was always here.



I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see that the acceptance and allowance of the thought/idea/feeling that ‘I am lost’ had in fact effected the desire to find a ‘home’ - yet I never gave myself that home, here; Instead I always tried to ‘find’ it out there somewhere.



I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am here, and that I thus cannot be ‘lost’.



I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we have alienated ourselves from life to such an extent, that many feel ‘lost’ and from that feeling set out to ‘find’ self through all kinds of quests: spiritual, religious, romantic, financial, sexual; whatever makes the individual mind ‘tick’.



I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the more we ‘search’ for ourselves ‘out there’, the more we miss ourselves here and the further away we in fact get from ourselves, because any ‘quest’ we pursue is in fact a projection of points that we deny and/or suppress within ourselves and then project outwards to go and ‘find’ –

How paradox is that really!



I commit myself to showing that the current consumerism system welcomes a ‘lost’ individual, because a ‘lost’ individual is more gullible to buy into products that promise to help one ‘find’ what one thinks one is ‘missing’, and even spirituality as new age has become a mere consumerism product selling a stairway to heaven for those believing they are ‘lost’ to buy into.



I commit myself to showing the common sense that even series like ‘Lost’ are in fact set to strengthen not the individual but the feeling of ‘lost’ and the feeling of ‘hope’, thus making the individual more gullible to anything that promises ‘hope’ and some kind of ‘revelation’-

when in fact everything we need to see, realize and understand can be revealed in every here moment, if we dare look and see things for what they are.



I commit myself to showing the trap of ‘feeling’, and how human beings hardly ever make any decisions for themselves; they instead follow the polarities of feelings and emotions and the bipolar thoughts that come up automatically, preprogrammed through education, media, fears and desires of forefathers and the whole consumerism system as it exists in the world as we know it.



I commit myself to sharing the common sense that to get to the self-will to make actual decisions and move oneself in self-directive will: it is imperative to investigate and remove all preprogrammed beliefs, ideas, feelings and emotions as they come up automatically based on conditioned triggers.



I commit myself to no longer accept or allow a feeling or emotion to drive me and my decisions in life; but to instead investigate everything that exists within and as me through self-honesty and self-forgiveness, so that I may stop the controls of the preprogramming that keeps us enslaved to a world consciousness that has such atrocious effects for life, and be/become a living example for the self-directive will we all require to develop if we want to make this world a dignified place for ourselves and the children to come.



I commit myself to supporting a new equality system for the world that will put an end to the current brainwashing and mind-control that is allowed through the consumerism system that places profit before life and that uses all means to form people in such a way that they becoming nothing more but robots following the fears and desires the system creates for them.



I commit myself to showing that it is possible, through a system of equality and oneness based on the value of life, to stop the atrocities and the crimes against life that is the current existence of humanity on earth, and to re-educate ourselves into self-honesty, self-dignity and respect for life so that whatever we manifest may be what is best for ALL life equally.



I commit myself to show that we as humanity are in fact through our own acceptance and allowance ‘lost’ within a world consciousness that sells us a concept of reality as if it were the only way – when it isn’t. It only seems to be the only way because we’ve known nothing else, yet deep inside everyone can see in common sense that there IS another way; which however implies that we will have to change ourselves and how we exist within and without, and this implies responsibility – something we never actually learn in the current system.



Thus I commit myself to showing that we require self-willed individuals that stand stable in self-honesty and common sense, because we are the only ones that can change the world in the interest of life. The system does not exist without the human. We are responsible for all that is here.



I commit myself to call upon those thinking and believing they are ‘lost’ to see that they are Here and only in fact require to take back the power they abdicate to constructs and systems in the mind and in the world, and take responsibilityfor life as who we all really are.




Day 86: Every Character is a Murderer



I was listening in the news about a murder that took place in a town nearby, and I looked at the point within the context of the discussion on characters as personalities that was brought up lately (see Stepping out of Character as well as my previous blog posts for context).

A murderer is not born a murderer. A murderer is a personality created throughout time, fed with thoughts, feelings and emotions, and also ‘justified’ through thoughts, feelings and emotions. This alone should have everyone questioning the ‘innocence’ of thoughts, feelings and emotions and how we humans utilize such. For a deeper understanding on this visit the desteni websites and see the support courses offered.

A point to consider is that a murderer as a character/personality is not created alone. It is created within and through interaction and reactions – in other words, it takes more than one person to create a murderer.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all of us humans as we exist as personalities participating in power-games acting out different characters made-up to ‘survive’ in the world consciousness system: we in fact support and perpetuate the creation of murderers, rapists and all the ‘nasty’ personalities that exist on the face of the earth through our mere participation in such power-games, reaction-patterns, competition and comparison.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each one of us is in fact a ‘murderer’ of some sort, be it through the thoughts we entertain in our ‘secret minds’, or through our disregard for animals, bugs and insects, or even the deterioration of our physical bodies due to its possession by the consciousness we become as personalities / characters existing as mind only and abusing the physical for the mind’s self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that even when the personalities / characters we create for ourselves to embody in the world stage are perceived as ‘positive’, the mere fact that such personalities are consciousness constructs that are mentally and emotionally charged and created not in self-will but through bipolar reactions as responses to polarity play-outs in the context of the world as we know it:
implies that whatever personality/character we host/become, ‘positive’ or ‘negative’, serves the perpetuation of a world where we exist not in self-equality and self-dignity as life as who we really are, but in polarity and competition based on created mental concepts of ‘superiority’-‘inferiority’, literally manifesting the human RACE in all its inhumanity within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that by our mere existence as personalities, we are all equally responsible for everything that exists in this world as we know it.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that personalities/characters are created as a coping-mechanism based on reaction-response-patterns, wherein the reaction becomes the personality that a child will start identifying with, and that personality then becomes a consciousness that will try to survive at all cost, existing only for its self-preservation and self-satisfaction, and even creating the thoughts and emotions and feelings as ‘justification’ to ‘validate’ its existence.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that through the creation of personalities we in fact separate ourselves from life and get more and more trapped in the mental, where we define ourselves in self-interest and focus on our differences while we disregard our equality and the interest of life as who we all in essence are.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that personalities / characters are products of the system and as such equal to and one with the system – and if one dare investigate the system, it is self-evident that the system is based in polarity designs and a great deal of deception, while it’s all about one thing: profit –
and that profit as cause and effect in the world system is equal to self-interest as cause and effect on the individual level.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the world system and the individual mind system are like the chicken and the egg: What comes first? Because if we look at it, the system creates the human, and the human re-creates the system –
and so we have these vicious circles of history repeating and mankind making no substantial progress as HUMANITY whatsoever, in spite of the accumulation in knowledge, wisdom, technology.

I commit myself to investigating and challenging all personalities and characters within myself and my world, in the realization that personalities / characters are merely consciousness constructs created to ‘survive’ in a world of inequality, abuse, deception; and as such they are equal to and one with inequality, abuse, deception.

I commit myself to peeling the layers of personalities within myself by investigating where and how I participate and act out such constructs created within and as polarity – so that I may dis-cover life as oneness and equality and walk myself into self-equality and oneness as life, in self-dignity, self-worth, self-respect.

I commit myself to showing that this is the only way to dis-cover life and make of ourselves and our world a dignified existence where all life is equally honored and cared for.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we care only for the preservation and survival of ourselves as personalities, we cannot care for life: because personalities exist in separation, competition and self-interest, whereas LIFE is by definition all-inclusive –
and therefore to be equal and one with life: we must live and act in the interestof life, as all as one as equals.

Within this I commit myself to showing that through our existence as personalities we are in fact consistently committing murder against life, against ourselves, against each-other –
and that the only way to get to what is real as LIFE is to stop our fake creation and get to self-honesty and common sense, because without self-dignity, we cannot possibly manifest an existence where a dignified life for all is ensured.