Samstag, 28. Juli 2012

Day 102: FEAR of the MIND - How Parents recreate the System


ART by Cathy Krafft


This is a continuation - a point that opened up from my previous blog post The Self Imagery we Create in Self-Deception. For further context and more in-depth understanding study the blog Creation's Journey to Life.


I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child in this world inevitably has the experience of 'inferiority' as it is not being understood in its communication and instead the adults impose to the child their own perception, thus the child will see adults as 'superior' the moment it starts adopting to the world consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child is inevitably exposed to and submitted to the judgments and polarities of its environment, thus in its process of adopting to the world consciousness, it will adopt the basic framework of the mind consciousness system with all its polarity constructs.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the child will notice, consciously or unconsciously, what the adults deem as 'inferior' and what as 'superior' - which will support the accepted inferiority of the child and result to the child creating ideas, concepts and images in the mind of 'superior' projections, at the same time existing in fear as accepted inferiority, yet not having the tools or the understanding in order to direct itself, set itself free and return to its equality and oneness as life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that parenting and education in this world support the separation of the child from itself as life - seen in the fact that we have no access to our experience of our first one to three years, just like we don't have access to our experience before or after 'life' -

therefore it is clear that the consciousness system as it exists within and without is the trap within which we lose our awareness as life and become possessed in the mind through mental, ideas, concepts and judgments based in the polarity of 'superiority'/'inferiority' and end-up completely losing touch to our oneness and equality with life, evident in the way we exist and what we accept and allow in this world AT THE COST OF LIFE.



I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself and my world to exist in fear/inferior to the MIND, and yet create the idea/projection/illusion that one can reach 'superiority' through and as the MIND - when in fact the mind is the very limitation we are subjected to: the self-imprisonment of life that has given-up on oneness and equality and has accessed an IDEA like i-Deus, a concept of 'God' as 'MORE', within that implicitly accepting self as 'less'/'inferior' and giving-up on who self really is as LIFE as oneness and equality.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that both the ‘superior’ and the ‘inferior’, the ‘positive’ and the ‘negative’: are concepts and projections of a mind consciousness systems that exist in separation from life as equality and oneness – a system that is bipolar in nature and thus the actual trap, within which we abdicate our value as LIFE and submit ourselves to the artificial polarity of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, manifesting a constant competition as survival mechanism called the HUMAN RACE – instead of existing as LIFE HERE in oneness and equality: ALL as One as Equals.





I commit myself to educating myself and my world, especially the parents, in realizing how consciousness works and functions and acknowledging what we have been accepting and allowing in the world by imposing the mental onto the physical, the mind over matter - in spite of the evidence that such application causes only harm and abuse to the matter that we are, both individually and collectively as a living planet.

I commit myself to applying and sharing the tools of how to stop and forgive and let go of consciousness as the system we have trapped ourselves both within and without - so that we may set life free and establish a new way of life that will in all ways honor and support LIFE - all life equally!

I commit myself to showing how an equal money system is the only common-sense first step to be taken on our road to life as equality and oneness -
as money is currently the dictatorship on earth that exploits LIFE in the name of Profit;
where everything has become consumerism and we end-up consuming ourselves, our children and the planet through our accepted fear / inferiority and the resulting self-interest.

I commit myself to reform and recreate myself, my world and the systems we manifest to manage our existence to be aligned in the interest of LIFE in all possible ways -
to not longer accept or allow child abuse and life abuse in the name of 'love', in the name of 'fear', in the name of a consciousness that has emancipated itself to such an extent that it has evolved a life on its own: where our decisions are not based in self-honesty, common sense and actual understanding of how this reality and ourselves function, but are instead driven by fear and self-interest as the autopilot of our consciousness that has no conscience and no regard for LIFE whatsoever.

I commit myself to supporting the actual evolution of the human into a self-willed being that stands in oneness and equality as life and interacts in self-responsibility and accountability in the realization that ALL LIFE is ONE and thus we as individual parts of LIFE are EQUAL in value: and this is the principle on which we must live and coexist, to make sure that no more harm, no more abuse, no more deception, no more exploitation of LIFE is accepted or allowed -

then we can truly manifest love, peace and freedom as actual living expression of WHO WE ARE, and from that starting-point we can truly manifest a world where all life is welcome and where it is certain that each new expression of life coming into this world is supported to live to its utmost potential.




Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE


Day 101: Character 101 - The Self Imagery we Create in Self-Deception


ART by Rozelle De Lange


I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that characters are created in the formative years as the child starts to form ideas and pictures of and about itself in the MIND, based on how it sees adults characterize the world and each-other as images and ideas;

and that within that, the child will start THINKING about who it is supposed to be or who it desires to be based on the super-hero imagery presented to it, thus accessing comparison and creating judgments and opinions in relation to itself in the MIND, based on the feedback it gets from parents, environment, peers.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we create ourselves as characters in the MIND because we have no clue who we really are; and instead of the parents supporting the child in getting to know itself, they support the child in becoming "something"; and in this pursuit of BECOMING: what is completely ignored is what the child IS as an expression of life, as a living being.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to 'become' "something" - implies the creation of a construct based on a mental concept that is conceived through value-judgment, comparison and other perceptual filters that are conditioned through the world consciousness system of survival.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by placing 'value' on becoming SOMETHING conceptualized and perceived as 'valuable', we implicitly accept that who we are HERE is not valuable, is not worthy, and that only once we BECOME "something" will we be worthy and valuable = these are also the principles based on which the consumerism systems creates 'values' for us to buy into, in our quest for 'more', 'better', 'higher' - while we completely disregard our value as life, HERE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where a child comes into existence with no choice but to see and accept itself as ‘inferior’ to its parents and environment, and is exposed to the adult value-judgments; and that the child will start observing what is seen as ‘inferior’ and what is seen as ‘superior’ by the adult and will from there start creating in its MIND ideas, concepts, and ways to BECOME ‘superior’ so that it may accepted and integrated in this world where it is given no other opportunity to communicate and be accepted other than conforming to the ideas, concepts and ‘values’ of the system.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we create is our own accepted ‘inferiority’ and thus inevitably the endless search for ‘MORE’ in the attempt to be/become ‘superior’ – and that within that we completely disregard and deny the VALUE of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed an existence where we see ourselves and each-other as pictures in the mind and based on that we act out different characters according to situation/context -

which implies that we do not really interact with each-other as beings of LIFE, but only as organic robots defined through value-judgments and comparison based on 'values' of the MIND that are placed before life;

and that we are not sovereign beings that live in self-honesty and common sense the actuality of reality that is HERE, but are instead split within ourselves into multiple personalities creating only disorder in our world as we exist in separation within alternate realities of the mind where self is always the 'super-hero' attempting to create a 'happy end' in the Hollywood movie of one's mind, regardless the cost for everyone and everything else.



I commit myself to sharing the common sense that any and all personalities/characters created in the process of 'fitting in' to this consciousness system once born into the world: are fake characters based on accepted ‘inferiority’ and striving for ‘superiority’, thus designed to SURVIVE through competition - and not real characters as life, as physical bodies LIVING in equality and oneness through common sense in harmony with all that is here.

I commit myself to exposing the insanity of the fact that even though the value of life is equal in all, we create fake characters to hide behind; characters which we then 'evaluate' as 'superior' or 'inferior' based on images, ideas, and 'values' presented to us by the profit-based consumerism system to keep us enslaved in the mind, distracted so that we never question the insanity of this reality we have accepted and allowed as if there was no other way to exist here.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that our individual characters and the patterns of our inner existence manifest the character of the world and the patterns of our systems -

and that in order to change the character of the world and transform our system to actually support life:

we require to investigate within ourselves where and how we betray and abuse life in the name of self-interest through mental 'values' other than LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we identify with the fake characters we have created as ourselves: we will exist in fear, desire, competition, self-righteousness and justification; thinking only of ourselves and disregarding the actuality of this physical reality we all share, where 2/3 of the world is left to suffer in the name of OUR love for OUR self-interest, OUR desires, OUR addictions, OUR dreams.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that to exist as a character through the mind is equal to dreaming, trapped within an alternate reality of the mind in separation from self as life.

I commit myself to showing that to stop self from existing as characters is going to take courage, because we exist in fear to such an extent that we want/need/desire to KNOW and to DEFINE who and what we are, as only then we get a sense of 'control' or 'safety' or 'value' -

and that in the process of letting go of the fake and removing the layers of delusion, we have to be willing to be NOTHING, to simply be here, because HERE is the only 'place' where we can truly 'meet' self and get to know who we really are -

whereas through and as the mind we are in fact always projecting ourselves trying to 'get somewhere', always seeking but never really finding because we are in fact attempting to escape self, to hide from our creation, to deny our responsibility, to suppress our actual experience, to get away from HERE because obviously: in the mind anyone can create an illusion of happiness, love, light, and all the 'shiny' things that make on 'feel better for a moment... In the mind, anyone can be king - but it's not real.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we cannot escape who we are nor deny the consequences of our creation – and that we are either going to face ourselves through self-will in self-honesty; or life will confront us with events and situations where we’ll be forced to facing ourselves and the consequences of what we accept and allow.

I commit myself to stopping myself from accessing or acting out a character the moment I become aware of a character 'becoming alive' within and as me, as an energetic reaction, a self-definition, a judgment, a thought.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and others as me through the desteni I process to integrate and apply the tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, common sense, self-corrective application - to train ourselves in recognizing the fake and to strengthen ourselves in stopping it, until nothing remains but life as who we really are.

I commit myself to investigating all the ideas, concepts, fears and desires I have created, accepted, adopted, allowed within myself about myself - so that I, step by step, remove each and every layer of self-delusion, stop the self-deception of a mentally characterized existence, and set myself free to live as life, as a physical being standing accountable for who I am and thus taking responsibility equally for my world –

so that we may leave behind a world that will support life in fact and will enable the new children born into this world to be and become LIFE - instead of becoming fake characters in a fake world system in the name of Profit called 'love' and based on 'fear'.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new equality system for our world based on the value of life, and put an end to the consumerism system of profit that is selling us desires and fears and ‘values’ other than life – so that we may once and for all put an end to the deception, abuse and exploitation of life, and manifest an existence where LIFE is honoured and supported as the only actual value that we ALL EQUALLY share.





Watch Changing the Character of the World


Donnerstag, 26. Juli 2012

Day 100: Give One Hundred Percent for Not One Hungry Person

ART by Kelly Posey


I am writing Day 100 of my Journey to Life blogs. This has been a fascinating experience and very supportive, especially as the daily writing assists in equalizing the mind process and the physical process and eliminating procrastination, justifications, time-loops to quite an extent. Because when you write everyday it becomes ‘difficult’ to ‘lie’ to yourself, you can’t keep writing a commitment and keep on living a different reality, it doesn’t work.

So this Journey to Life process through blogging and writing daily is a great way to assist and support self in getting to self-honesty, consistency, and the living application of self-commitment. I would suggest this to everyone, and if you haven’t yet, you can now start following the JTL blogs online, there’s many people that have stood up and joined in already, a group where all of The Journey to Life blog posts are share can be found on facebook.

An awesome contribution with daily entries that will assist in understanding the process we are facing as humanity collectively within and as our creation/the world, and individually as human beings within and as the mind/consciousness: is the Blog series Creation’s Journey to Life – an educational MUST READ for self-support and inspiration!


One point I’d like to share at the moment is the point of “one hundred percent”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that anything less than 100% self-application is self-dishonesty, as it requires excuses, justifications and the creation of thinking/back-chatting in the mind to ‘explain’ to oneself why one is not giving it one’s all –

and within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed an existence, a world, where we allow the suffering of more than 2/3 of life while we create excuses, justifications and reasons as to why we do nothing about it but submit to the accepted fear and mind-control that this current world-system is based on, caring only for our OWN self-interest, reacting to the world news with ‘emotions’ and ‘feelings’ in spite of the evidence that our ‘emotions’ and ‘feelings’ have no effect whatsoever on the one reality we all share; we simply create/accept/allow them in order to ‘validate’ our self-image as the character/personality we think we are in this world, to ‘feel better’ for a moment or to make ourselves believe that we care or that we are a good person while all we do is hide from the actuality of reality and deceive ourselves and everyone else.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we’re going to have to change 100% of the current world system, and we’re going to have to stop the system within and without 100% -

because nothing of this world is acceptable as is, as the way things currently exist is based in fear and self-interest and is aligned to profit through inequality, therefore no matter how ‘benevolent’ a path may seem (like for instance ‘charity’, ‘vegan’, ‘occupy’ etc. etc.), in self-honesty one will see that even such paths do nothing but perpetuate the status quo as they do not question the system in its entirety, they do not challenge the system with a new solution that considers all life, they simply act out trends and personalities through which they give the individual the illusion of self-importance, of value, of meaning: this is EGO.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a solution that does not include and consider 100% of life as ALL that is here at all times: is merely a ‘solution’ that serves the interests of a group, an individual, an ideology, in some way or another, and can thus not be considered as an actual solution to LIFE that will ensure the benefit of all life equally in all possible ways.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in a system where all life is equally supported, charity would not be required – and that to ‘feel good’ through charity and to support charity as if it were a solution: simply shows the ignorance and arrogance of the ego-consciousness the human has become.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to support charity as a solution is equal to supporting the continuation of the current system of inequality, exploitation, abuse and deception.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it’s gonna take 100% dedication and self-commitment as life to make sure that not one person in this world is left to suffer.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where even though the earth provides us with more than enough resources for ALL to have a dignified life, we within our existence as ego/ personalities/ characters act as if life is a game;

and we attempt to get MORE at all costs and to GAIN the ‘values’ we set for ourselves as they are presented to us by the current system of consumerism and profit that trains us to compete and WIN at the cost of those that have to lose for the system to keep running as we ‘play the game’, while we completely disregard the value of LIFE – the only actual, real value, because when one breath is suddenly your last, all fake values and concepts and ideas and delusions of grandeur you entertained yourself with pretending to be someone or to be something: are suddenly NOTHING.


I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in returning to NOTHING, by recognizing and removing all concepts, beliefs, ideas, fears and desires from the mind, so that the matrix of enslavement is disengaged and let go of and the mind is directed to its rightful function which is to be a support tool for man to make practical considerations in common sense and self-honesty – not a tool through which to deceive oneself by allowing the mind to create its own consciousness in separation from life, called EGO, which is the actual evil in this world and the reason why the world is manifest as we know it.

I commit myself to giving my 100% in every moment, not accepting or allowing myself to make excuses or justifications or deceive myself as life.

I commit myself to showing that it’s gonna take 100% application from each and every one of us to change this existence – because we are the building blocks of this world, and the relationships we create and how we interact within that resonates into the collective and gives permission for the same deception, abuse and atrocity to exist in the world in the bigger picture;
therefore I commit myself to showing that we require to purify and dignify not only ourselves but also our relationships and how we co-exist with each-other.

I commit myself to challenging myself and my world to investigate any and all inequality and abuse we witness in our world – and to then take each point back to self to look at how the same pattern exists in some form within self and how self participate within such pattern and why; to then support self to stop and forgive the patterns that drive us automatically, to exorcise the habits that inhabit us, and become the self-directive power within and as self that will stand-up and accept nothing less than 100% life, 100% dignity, 100% freedom, 100% equality for our oneness as life, that means for 100% of life: for ALL as ONE, as equals.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in order to BE HERE 100% as accountable and responsible beings, we have to ‘stop the mind’ as the entire conditioned matrix that we’ve allowed to determine, define and dictate who we are and what we can be or not be, how the world must function and what is possible or not; to stop the entire matrix of inequality, separation and abuse – and recreate ourselves and our world as LIFE, as Oneness, as Equals, for ALL life to be dignified and free in all possible ways.



Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Relevant Vlog:
Journey to Life Day 100: Giving it your All - 100% Life Commitment



Mittwoch, 25. Juli 2012

Day 99: Ego-Logical | How we Manifest a Disaster Ecology on Earth

ART by Marlen Vargas



I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where instead of supporting the ecosystem that sustains us in a way that would support ALL life equally including the planet: we have manifested a system of abuse and inequality that reflects our EGO – the accepted ‘human nature’ in the image and likeness of which we create the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is the HUMAN being that has made an EGO-logy out of the planet’s ecology: an EGO-logy based on the fear by which we are possessed and which we use to ‘justify’ why we exist in constant comparison, competition and conflict with each-other in the name of self-interest which we call ‘love’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all concepts of ‘love’, ‘light’ and ‘divinity’ that are promoted in this world are but veils to cover-up and hide from the actuality of our existence and the fact that we exist in FEAR and self-interest –

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if our love was real, we would be manifesting a world of love where each and every single living being is loved in fact, evident in the actual care and support provided to all equally – and that only when love is equal to LIFE in fact, in thought, word and deed: love is REAL as a living expression of who we are.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where our love is conditioned to our OWN ego and to those that support our EGO, and that despite our proclaimed ‘love’ we let 2/3 of the world population suffer and the planet deteriorate while we whine and blame those in power for driving the planet into destruction, refusing to see that we do nothing about it but consume the ‘goods’ the consumerism system presents us with to keep us wanting, waiting, hoping, comfortably numb.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless we wake up from the delusions of EGO that we’ve trapped ourselves in through fear and self-interest; unless we self-realize life as equality and oneness, interconnectedness and interdependence; and unless we stand-up to work together as equals of life to bring forth what is BEST FOR ALL:
We are abdicating ourselves and the future of our world into the hands of the current system of inequality, and we will be held accountable in the face of life for not standing-up but instead accepting and allowing the atrocity in the world just because it didn’t directly affect our OWN.

I commit myself to showing that the human EGO is the actual EVIL in existence and that no other life form is possessed by greed, jealousy, vengeance and all the nasty traits that characterize the accepted ‘human nature’;
and yet the human claims ‘superiority’ and dominion on earth, but does nothing to honor and support LIFE as each-other, the animals, nature and the planet that gives us life.



I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long our the mind consciousness is based in separation, polarity, self-interest and fear: we will keep manifesting a world consciousness of separation, polarity, self-interest and fear, just like the world as we know it today.

I commit myself to showing that the mind consciousness is a product of the world system and is programmable, and that this implies that consciousness can, in self-honesty and self-will, be changed and reprogrammed into an expression that acknowledges the value of LIFE, realizes that dignity and freedom must be given to ALL equally, and ends the separation of life into mental labels of fake ‘values’ by stopping the acceptance and allowance of fear and mind-control and standing-up in dignity, integrity and self-responsibility as LIFE.

I commit myself to bring forth an existence of no masters and no slaves, where we will no longer project our responsibility to gods and saviours or the system and governments, but we’ll take it upon ourselves to save ourselves and each-other and dignify our existence as BEST FOR ALL LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that equality is the only value-principle that acknowledges the value of life, and that all hierarchies in the world are based in fear and self-interest and thus result in abuse and inequality.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that a self-honest, common sense re-education of the human consciousness is required: to remove the controls of the conditioned consciousness and expose the brainwashing of the consumerism system of profit – so that we may break free from the chains of the current EGO-logy and find within us the WILL and the COURAGE to stand-up as equals of life and dignify our existence within and without, to never again accept or allow such separation, abuse, exploitation and deception as it currently rules on earth.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to realize ourselves as Earthlings and our Earth as our common mother that allows us to sustain ourselves on this planet, just like the Sun shines equally for all;
and to acknowledge that we are Here to face ourselves and our creation, and thus realize the opportunity we have at this very moment in the history of mankind: to make of our dominion on earth the best for LIFE in all possible ways by becoming custodians of life on earth for ALL THAT IS HERE to live in freedom and dignity without fear, without abuse, without struggle for survival.

I commit myself to supporting a new equality system of our world so that we may establish equilibrium for all life in earth for real and restore our ecosystem by stopping the systems of ego and replacing them with systems of actual life-support that will no longer allow abuse, exploitation, deception, separation.
Investigate the equal money system and support this first step towards dignity and freedom for ALL LIFE – because life is oneness, and equality is the living-principle that must be applied to care for and support ALL parts of our Oneness as Equals.


Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Relevant Vlog:
Ego, Polarity & Power-Games in the Destiny of Mankind




Day 98: My Family is Life

ART by Marlen Vargas



How can love exist if it is not love for life?
How can love exist if it claims to be more than life?
How can parents claim to love their children when they don’t teach them the love of life?
Have we ever really loved?
Have we ever really lived?


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed an existence as survival system, where our ‘love’ is conditioned and limited to OUR family, OUR culture, OUR beliefs which we defend at all costs – even at the cost of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed an existence where we see blood ‘more than’ water, and where based on this principle elite bloodlines rule the world protecting only their OWN –
and in spite of all the blame we like to project onto those in power: we apply the very same principle in all our ways, by placing what we think as OUR before life as a whole and by using the world system to ‘justify’ inequality where “we have to protect our OWN”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that every family with a ‘normal life’ through money and a ‘rightful place’ in the world: represents ELITISM, as blood/”my own” is placed before water/life – in spite of the fact that we are all equally made of water and share the common ground of a water planet that sustains us.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we define ourselves in separation through BLOOD and are willing to shed the blood of “others” in the name of “OUR LOVE”, in spite of the fact that we are all made of WATER and ALL EQUALLY return to the dust of the EARTH unable to take with us anything of what we define ourselves through – ‘power’, ‘status’, ‘reputation’, ‘ownership’, ‘possessions’, ‘achievements’, ‘love’ and ‘light’ or any belief-systems for that matter.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the world consciousness system of survival as the HUMAN RACE exists as the externalization of our accepted inner nature which is based in FEAR –
fear of each-other, fear of death, fear of life, fear of ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the current world consciousness system as consumerism in fact supports and perpetuates the HUMAN RACE, supports and perpetuates the FEAR and accepted inFEARiority of the human, supports and perpetuates the perception of the NEED to compete for survival through competition and self-interest, supports and perpetuates the GREED we have allowed ourselves to become and obsess about while we are possessed by ‘fear’ and use concepts and ideas of ‘love’ to suppress and deny and to not have to face: OUR HUMAN NATURE as we have accepted and allowed it and in the image and likeness of which we have manifested this world.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless we stand-up for life and stand together to bring forth the best possible world for this one physical reality we all share: no group or grouping or individual is able to consistently have a free, safe and dignified existence.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that there exists in fact only ONE group here and that is LIFE – and that unless we find it within us to value, honor and support ALL LIFE EQUALLY: the universe will spit us out and continue its existence without our petty power-games and delusions.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense of EQUALITY that is based on our ONENESS as life and the fact that we are all equally made of water, breathe the same air, and share the same requirements in order to have a dignified life on this earth.

I commit myself to establishing a new system for life on earth to ensure that the earth’s resources are equally available to all and everyone is provided with the highest standard of care and support for a dignified life on earth – so that we may stop our petty ways of ego that manifest the world consciousness as we know it, and get to actual evolution in awareness as LIFE.


Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Relevant Vlogs:
EQUALITY the only 'condition' Reality as LIFE is possible
Family of LIFE | Humanity as ONE World, Earthlings as EQUALS




Day 97: The Application of DiVersity in the UniVerse

ART by Rozelle De Lange



Looking at the current state of the world as a result of its evolution especially within the past 100 years, what is interesting is that more and more the diversity of our existence is being given more value than our existence as a universe, the oneness of the whole. And interestingly enough the capitalism dictatorship uses exactly this point to perpetuate separation, competition, exploitation, self-interest and fear in the world.

We seem to not consider that diversity is in fact dependent on the harmonious co-existence of ALL parts of the universe, as well as the fact that the universe, or life, is interconnected and interdependent – which means that even when one part of the whole is harmed, this harm inevitably affects the whole.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a human society, where we place more value in our differences than in our common oneness as life here on common ground where we should in common sense have one common interest: LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that for diversity to exist without harm, a common understanding and respect for the universe as a whole is required;
and that each diverse expression of the whole must equally honor and respect all other diverse expressions of the whole – otherwise there will be conflict, exploitation, manipulation, deception, abuse, which is exactly what we have manifested as our existence, the HUMAN RACE for survival, wherein we exist in total separation from the whole, the universe, as we are possessed by fear, greed, self-interest and self-importance.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we define ourselves through our differences while we disregard our common origin as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where diverse expressions /manifestations of the whole exist in fear of each-other and constant competition for dominance and power – not realizing the trap of this polarity:
because if no fear was existent there would also be no need for anyone to try and dominate or overpower others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to honor and respect diversity practically implies to acknowledge the common value we all equally share as LIFE – and that that value of life is EQUAL in ALL.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that no one is free until all life is free.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that for diversity of expression to exist without harm, we as humanity require to acknowledge the value of LIFE as the only real value, the only actual value, the value we all share like the air we breathe.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the accepted and allowed world system of consumerism is a crime against life and that we are all responsible, either through direct and deliberate participation or through our acceptance and allowance as we submit to fear and the consciousness of separation that teaches the children of this world to value nation, culture, religion, tradition but not life – with the result that we even go to war in the name of a nation, a culture, a religion: AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that a re-education of humanity is required based on common sense and self-honesty to see, realize and understand how we create ourselves and consequently this world in our image and likeness –
and that therefore to change this world we must change our image and likeness from consciousness as ego to awareness as life, so that we may manifest systems that do not exploit and abuse but in fact support life – ALL LIFE EQUALLY.

I commit myself to supporting a new system for our world based on the value of life as equality – because ONENESS without equality is but an empty word used to deceive and profit.

I commit myself to exposing the current world system of profit where we are ‘educated’  to seek in separation from ourselves and thus we fail to find that we are HERE, and are thus the only ones responsible for what is HERE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that our responsibility is HERE, as we are HERE – and that anyone claiming we are not responsible because “we are only human” is simply using excuses and justifications to remain in fear, to remain inferior, to remain within the limitations of the current system where we have masters and slaves, and refuse to see that in fact EVERYONE is enslaved by each-other within and as the world matrix – which is clear evidence that life is interdependent and interconnected and that you cannot harm or allow harm without facing the consequences of your action or inaction.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if the human body as a UNIVERSE would start placing more value on individual cells than the body as a whole and if the cells would start competing against each-other instead of working together as equals in the interest of the WHOLE: the human body would very quickly DIE as a result of such DIE-versity where the UNI-verse is not considered and regarded as ONENESS in equality.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in purifying and dignifying our existence, both individually as a human physical body and mind AND collectively as the world systems and money;
and thus I commit myself to supporting the equal money system as a first step to acknowledging the value of life as ALL as ONE as EQUALS and establishing a support foundation for EVERYONE to be able to live, express, and educate ourselves in what really matters for actual LIVING on this physical planet as physical beings – so that we may stop the human race for survival and stand together in self-dignity and mutual respect to practically HONOR LIFE in all possible ways.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that diversity can be quite cool and fun when the basic foundation as ONE WORLD, ONE LIFE, ONENESS and thus EQUALITY, is understood and practically realized and established in the UNIVERSE individually and collectively – and that we truly can have Heaven on Earth:
we are the only ones HERE – it’s up to us – let’s stand up and live up to our responsibility for life, as who we really are as LIFE.


Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Relevant Vlog:
Celebrating Diversity = Celebrating Equality | Why let our Differences Define us?

Our Oneness is based in Fear | It's a bipolar world!
Our Oneness is based in Fear | Correcting our Oneness into Equality




Montag, 23. Juli 2012

Day 96: Culture – The Cult U R




I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society of humans, where ‘culture’ has become something within which we identify ourselves by our differences, thus in fact something that functions like a cult through exclusivity, where members of the same culture are seen as ‘more dear’ or ‘more valuable’ than “others” to such an extent that we even go to war because of culture differences, while we disregard our common origin as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that LIFE as the physical is all-inclusive, interconnected and interdependent, and that thus any harm to even one particle of life will inevitably harm all life as one.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that cultures with all their different religions, customs, rules, superstitions and traditions in fact function like belief-systems based on mental concepts and that each culture is like the collective character of a group of people –
while in the current era of advanced technology and globalization we should in fact be able to come together as ONE culture: the culture of LIFE, and stop fighting against each-other in the name of ‘love’;
because that ‘love’ only includes our OWN and what we feel ‘safe’ with based on the conditioning of our own culture, and thus that ‘love’ is not the love of life all-inclusive but the ‘love’ of the mental and thus ‘love’ as limitation. This is evident in the state of our existence in the world, because if that love was real it would have already manifested a world where all life is equally honored and supported in all possible ways.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that culture is a creation of consciousness, not a creation of the physical – and within that, that consciousness is something that separates and disregards life in the name of mental concepts that are placed as ‘more than’ life, just like culture for instance is given more value than life, evident in the fact that we go to war for our culture at the cost of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to honor diversity of culture and expression would practically imply that we realize and acknowledge the value of life as equal in all cultures and expression – we would accept and honor the fact that LIFE is the common origin we all share on this common ground where we all have the same physical needs and requirements for our survival on planet earth.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the state of the world as we know it, with all its inequality, separation, exploitation, deception and abuse: is a reflection of OURSELVES and how we exist with each-other in the smaller scale, with all our fears and desires and greed and jealousy and blame and revenge, seemingly unable to work together as equals of life.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the current system with its education, media, the money-system and everything that exists in the world as we know it: produces humans as organic robots designed and conditioned to exist in fear and competition against each-other, serving not life but only the system of consumerism for profit/self-interest.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that every grouping that claims exclusivity and separates itself from the rest of life: is in fact a CULT functioning in self-interest and completely disregarding the interest of life.

I commit myself to showing that culture is always the continuation of tradition and history based in separation, seen in the history of mankind where everything has always been about fear, greed, and self-interest; and that even the cultures that emerge through rebellion or revolution do so in exclusivity, simply forming a new exclusive cult but never considering that the only actual group that is HERE is humanity and that the only way to bring forth a world best for all is to stand together and include everyone in ONE group as LIFE.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in investigating what the cultures/cults are that one follow ‘automatically’ based on conditioning; what self-definitions and definitions about “others” are formed and accepted; what power-games are implied within that; and what the ideas, beliefs and judgments are that come with such identifications –
so that we may remove the accepted and allowed separation and self-realize our actual identity as Earthlings on common ground, and get to common sense so that we may transform our existence to the interest of LIFE as all as one as equals.
I commit myself to bringing forth a new system of equality for life, where all life is equally honored and supported in all possible ways – so that we may finally stop our creation of separation and transform our ego-consciousness into awareness as life; stop the mental delusions of grandeur and get to the humbleness of this one physical reality we all share, and make the BEST out of it – for ALL.



Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE



Sonntag, 22. Juli 2012

Day 95: Illusion and Reality – The Physical and the Mental




I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we create ourselves as mental personality consciousness competing for ‘excellence’ as ‘profit’ within ‘survival’-
when in fact no actual excellence is ever existent within consciousness, as the physical reality is disregarded and no understanding or awareness is developed about our actual physical existence as physical bodies on a physical planet; no realization of the interconnectedness and interdependence of the physical universe and therefore no respect for the bodies that are REAL HERE as the planet, nature, the physical bodies of all living beings.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we create mental values that are apparently ‘more than’ life, manifested in what we call MONEY with atrocious consequences for life on earth including the human –
yet the fear and self-interest is so extensive that the human hides from its responsibility as creator in the secret chambers of the MIND, pretending to evolve into grandeur when in fact we are devolving into hell, depleting ourselves, each-other and our home planet in the name of energy as profit, self-interest and the illusion of feelings/emotions that are but conditioned energetic responses designed to serve consumerism and keep the system running within and without. (Watch the documentaries The Trap  and The Century of the Self )

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the entire consciousness matrix exists within and as the MIND through which we attempt to create reality yet only create hell based on illusions of ‘power’ and ‘magnificence’ while we hide from our fear -

and that this matrix is programmable as each one is able to see through common sense, evident in the fact that no child is born into this world with thoughts, feelings or emotions and yet a child is able to communicate directly and self-honestly with everything around it until the brainwashing imposed onto it by its environment starts possessing the child’s brain, creating a personality that is designed to adapt to the already existent system/matrix of what we call ‘life’ on earth, which is however not life/living but merely survival in a virtual reality of minds where it’s always about ‘winning’/’losing’ in an infinity loop of polarity where no love exists without hate and no peace without war;

thus the human is trapped, and so possessed with pursuing the ‘positive’ and denying the ‘negative’ that it refuses to see the only way out = to break the spell of the mental polarity system, stop both the ‘positive’ and the ‘negative’ illusion of energy, and get back to the actuality of the PHYSICAL REALITY where, through common sense, we would be able to implement simplistic solutions for life on earth to the benefit of ALL LIFE EQUALLY, and humanity could live within and as real ONENESS based on the value of life as equality, in actual freedom and dignity.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a MIND will always claim that the physical is illusion and the mind is real, because the MIND always exists from the starting-point of fear and will thus attempt to ‘justify’ and ‘validate’ its existence by clinging onto its self-definition, fighting for its limitation and claiming its OWN truth, while disregarding the TRUTH of reality where in actuality the consequence of the MIND’s reign on earth is the exploitation and depletion of life in the name of PROFIT –
profit being that which every MIND always seeks, within and without, as a MIND only exists as the pictured super-hero character in the head, even abusing the body that hosts it in the name of self-importance, self-image, self-interest as EGO.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the physical is real and the mental is the illusion that ends at death, even though in the time between life and death the mental acts like a dictator and attempts to exploit the physical in self-interest while doing nothing in the interest of life but whining, judging, blaming and making others responsible for the atrocity manifested on earth –
in spite of the evidence that every MIND exists within and as the exact same matrix of polarities, individualized in various combinations of personality traits that make it look unique, however it is evident that no uniqueness exists; only Zombies racing for survival like organic robots following the same consciousness programs – ALL equally responsible for what is HERE.

I commit myself to showing how each MIND will even create its own world view, which is always designed to make the individual ‘feel better’ or have ‘hope’ or ‘justify’ one’s acceptances and allowances –
and that the MIND will never consider life as oneness nor equality as the actual value of life, because the MIND always exists in fear/’inferior’ and must thus ‘protect’ its self-interest at all cost and project an apparently ‘superior’ self-image, existing thus only in pretense and make-believe states of mind while missing the actuality of reality that is physically HERE with every breath in every moment –
yet a person as MIND is not even aware of every breath that sustains it.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if we want to self-realize LIFE and get to what is REAL, we require to stop the dictatorship of the minds and get to self-honesty in humbleness; to walk ourselves out of the prison of the mental and into the physical reality in actuality –
so that we may, breath by breath, stop the programs that dictate who we are and how we are supposed to exist and interact, and start purifying our existence in self-responsibility, step by step breathing in awareness as life, as all that is HERE;
to bring forth an existence that is Best for All, and thus equally best for you and me – as ALL LIFE must be EQUAL in value and dignity for life to be FREE.


Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE


Day 94: Deconstructing Characters – The Chameleon Personality Suit




Today my grandmother was celebrating her 94th birthday. All the family gathered at her house, and I met cousins, aunts and uncles I hadn’t seen for quite some time, some with new born babies that I hadn’t yet met.
The family structure in terms of relationships, gags and jokes hasn’t changed, and I found myself trying to ‘find my place’ within that context. The red flag went up within me the moment I found myself smiling while the kids around me gossiped at the cost of one particular person, and immediately I realized that that person could have been anyone, it could have been me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest system unit within which we learn how to behave (interesting that the word ‘behave’ consists of the words ‘be’ and ‘have’), how to manipulate, how to compare, how to judge, how to define ourselves and others through and as consciousness – that is: in separation and self-interest, not as life in oneness based on the value of life as equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submit to ‘peer pressure’ within the family, not realizing that such ‘peer pressure’ is actually an inner pressure existent only through one’s own acceptance and allowance, as I am the one that decides whether or not I submerge myself to the judgments, opinions and power-games of a group.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest group that in fact represents humanity, because who we are and how we behave in our closest relationships is what manifests the bigger picture in the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to wear personalities like suits: different personalities for different situations, acting out different characters with different people – this clearly showing that we do not exist in integrity as life, but in separation and deception through and as consciousness, as if life is a game and we are just characters playing a role.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that life is not a game and therefore we should stop existing like characters in a role play and stand-up to take responsibility for life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to change and transform the dynamics of our relationships from separation and self-interest to oneness and equality as life; and that this implies the willingness to place self in the shoes of another and always make sure that one’s thoughts, words and deeds are aligned to what is best for ALL, supporting others as I would like to be supported, treating others as I would like to be treated.
I commit myself to – through self-honesty and self-forgiveness – deconstruct the characters/personalities I have created/adopted throughout my life in an attempt to cope with my world as consciousness, so that I may stand in equality and oneness as life and live an example of what it practically means to purify our relations and interactions and do unto another as I would like to have done unto me.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness is always about self-interest, seeking its ‘likes’ to form groups of interest that then compete with other groups of interest – when in fact humanity as LIFE is ONE group which, if we would stand together equally as ONE, could manifest heaven on earth and a dignified life for ALL.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness exists as characters in a movie, where the ego is always the super-hero around which the rest of the world revolves; which explains why the world is what it is today, with everyone competing against each-other, existing in separation and defining self and each-other in terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ through the mental, while disregarding the physical equality we all share as physical bodies on this physical planet that gives us life.
I commit myself to showing that by existing as personalities we exist like shape-shifting chameleons, changing suits to fit our self-interest dependent on where we are and who we communicate with;
and that we are not really in fact communicating with each-other as life, we do not in fact have substantial and intimate relationships, but are merely acting out characters just like in Hollywood, with each Ego acting like the super-hero that’s trying to manifest a ‘happy end’ based on the ideas, beliefs, fears and desires one was conditioned through, while disregarding the value of life as equality as the air we all breathe on this earth that sustains us.
I commit myself to showing how consciousness has no conscience as it only exists in self-interest with a one-dimensional point of view that places self/Ego as the ‘I’ of the pyramid while everyone else is placed in roles designed to ‘validate’ the character(s) that the Ego/consciousness identifies with.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to see, realize and understand that if we want to birth ourselves as life and equally manifest LIFE on earth: we cannot keep following self-interest trapped in the veils of consciousness that is conditioned through the system to consider only the fake ‘values’ presented in the world as ‘power’-
and that instead we require to acknowledge that our existence has become a crime against life in all possible ways, and therefore we require to restore the value of life within ourselves and all the systems of our world in such way that ALL life is EQUALLY supported in all possible ways.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to understand the programs through and as which consciousness operates – so that we may free ourselves from the prison of the mind, end the separation that we submit ourselves to, and re-educate ourselves in self-honesty and common sense; making ourselves worthy of life and equally manifesting a world/society worthy of life that honors life in all possible ways.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to remove the veils of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception, so that we may self-realize life and stop existing as characters in a Hollywood movie while 2/3 of the world population, animals and nature are left to suffer and deteriorate.
I commit myself to showing that it is possible to stand-up in self-responsibility and self-dignity as life and stop existing through and as consciousness which is merely layers of pretense as the roles we personify like chameleons in survival mode.

I commit myself to showing that in the context of LIFE/LIVING, it is possible to change our existence in such a way that we no longer have to hide or pretend, but can finally get to know ourselves, each-other and our world as LIFE and form relationships of actual intimacy and support based on who we really are as life, not who we pretend to be as consciousness.
I commit myself to establishing self-trust and self-stability, so that I may establish myself as a sovereign being, equal and one, the same yesterday, today and tomorrow; facing every moment and every situation from the starting-point of what is best for all as life, and not from the starting-point of self-interest as consciousness/personality/ego.

I commit myself to showing that the desteni I process is the first and only structured support in the world that assists in recognizing and removing the layers of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception through self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-will –
a process through which we, as self-willed individuals, enable ourselves to stand in self-responsibility and dignify our existence within and without;
and that this process of self-purification/ self-correction/ self-realization lived and applied visibly and shared with/within one’s world: is in fact the only way to change and transform our existence from ego/consciousness into LIFE/awareness and manifest a new world where all life is in fact equally honored and supported as one.