An Earthling's Journey to Life: 2012-07-29

Samstag, 4. August 2012

Day 109: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle – Parenting begins with Ourselves

We have been looking into and discussing parenting, character building and the patterns of consciousness a lot lately, and we will continue for quite some time – because the self-honest investigation and understanding of these points is vital in the process of realizing, forgiving and changing ourselves and our existence into life as oneness and equality.

Within observing our existence from the perspective of patterns, we can see that no change is actually happening due to the lack of understand and denial about our role in creation and our responsibility for our world.

What we can see further is that every next generation repeats the patterns of the previous ones, and even though variations and mutations take place, in essence the patterns remain the same and boil down to the separation we have accepted, the self-abdication we have allowed, and the self-interest we have made to our driving-force due to our bipolar starting-point that is based in fear/inferiority and the projection of superiority as ‘power’, ‘desires’, ‘winning’, ‘attaining’ and the like.

The basic aspect of the consciousness a child is exposed to when it’s born into this world is the perception of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ as ‘winning’ and ‘losing’. This perception is enhanced through the universal parenting pattern of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, which is the application of what we call ‘love’.

Ironic, isn’t it?

What can be seen within that is that the design of human consciousness is based in polarity. Once this consciousness system is accepted as ‘real’- "because everyone else perceives it" – the starting-point of a being shifts from its oneness and equality as life into a bipolar starting-point: where the child starts seeing itself either as ‘inferior’ or as ‘superior’, depending on what impulses the parents give and what value-judgments they present as ‘logic’.

Through the acceptance of one single point, for example the point of ‘love’ as expressed through ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’: one accepts the whole matrix of bipolar designs that constitute the consciousness of this world.

So the child from that moment on starts becoming a personality, forming a character based on the bipolar nature of consciousness and starts finding ways to participate with ‘success’ in the power-games it is confronted with in its environment.

Within this, self-interest is born and the anxiety/fear of ‘losing’ or being in ‘disadvantage’ in relation to one’s environment; and this in turn enhances the inner building process of a character that will ‘win’, because this consciousness that the child now has defined itself as and embodies has entered the ‘human race’ for survival and is thus driven by the existential energy of Survival: fear of losing and desire for winning.

This Energy eventually becomes the Ego with/as which the child will become an adult and start participating in the world system.

The moment the child has defined itself in separation from life (due to feedback and input from its environment, imposing onto the child the ‘ways of the world’ as rules, value-judgments, ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’) : the child aligns itself to the consciousness designs of this world.

This is the moment of self-abdication: where we give up ourselves as life, and give away our directive principle to the systems of this world as consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the urgency of re-defining Parenting to be something that in fact supports life as oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we blame the hand that rocks the cradle, yet we refuse to see that we become exact copies of our parents in many ways, often even create an inner entity within our mind that is the ‘parent’ through which we continue to treat ourselves the way our parents treated us, in spite of our tendency to find faults in how they raised us.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the basic aspect of the consciousness a child is exposed to when it’s born into this world is the perception of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ as ‘winning’ and ‘losing’; and that this perception is enhanced through the universal parenting pattern of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, which is the application of what we call ‘love’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to change this world and to change ourselves, we require to understand and forgive the patterns that made us, the patterns through which WE make this world;
and that we require to STOP our creation, and re-evaluate what we are doing.

Within this, we have to forgive and transform the ‘inner parent’ into a living-application of supporting and assisting ourselves to self-honestly investigate, realize and understand HOW we were made and how we adopted / accepted / allowed the patterns of our existence as if there were no other way, when clearly: everyone can remember themselves as a child, when the realization was still here that "Something is off, this cannot be life/living, there must be another way!"

I commit myself to showing that Parenting must begin with ourselves – WE have to be the parents we wish we had, and live that design of actual life-support into beingness, into creation: for ourselves and each-other and the children to come.

I commit myself to showing that unless the parent realizes the consequences of the accepted and allowed patterns of existence: no solution can be realized that will be an ACTUAL SOLUTION = one that breaks the patterns of this creation that have clearly manifested nothing but abuse, manipulation, deception, exploitation and degradation of life; and establishes a new agreement of Living that will ensure actual freedom and support for LIFE.

I commit myself to showing that acknowledging the consequences of ourselves and our creation and taking self-responsibility: is the only way to get to the self-realization of actual solutions.

I commit myself to sharing myself and the process I’ve been walking with the tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, as this is the only process in the world that investigates the consequences of our existence as we have accepted and allowed it in all its dimensions, from the small to the big, within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that there is in fact only ONE group Here and that is LIFE, of which we are ALL EQUALLY part of; and that the system we have manifested and called ‘life’ is not worthy of life as it places Profit before life and exploits life in the name of Profit.

Yet all accept and allow it because the inner consciousness of each-one ‘evolves’ in separation from life and is based on exactly the same principles as the world system: reward and punishment, winning and losing, superiority and inferiority. Therefore it is this inner consciousness of self-interest that requires to be changed, because just like Profit, self-interest does not care for life.

Therefore I commit myself to showing that within the process of becoming our own parents transformed and purified to actually and in fact SUPPORT ourselves as LIFE:

We have to give-up self-interest for the interest of life, and first of all start to CARE for ourselves as LIFE.

One reason I blog daily is to share the common sense that self-investigation in writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the practical way to CARE for ourselves, to take responsibility for ourselves and what we have accepted and allowed to become of ourselves and our world, and to script and birth living solutions for all aspects of life/living –

so that we may in fact through practical living application CHANGE our existence from the inside out.

We gotta STOP manifesting the current atrocity in our world – and start manifesting actual understanding, actual support, actual care, actual responsibility, dignity, freedom and respect for LIFE. This is my commitment to myself as life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only value system valid for Life / for Living: is the value of EQUALITY as life – not only as a way to purify and realign our world systems such as the money-system to actually support all life, but also to purify and realign ourselves and our personal relationships, parenting included, to actually and in fact SUPPORT LIFE:

No more power-games, no more mental concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’ to dictate rules of enslavement and control, no more gods to save us, no masters, no slaves.

Instead, each human being and all of us together as One, as Life, as a Whole, must stand-up in for life in oneness and equality and finally start LIVING, as self-willed individuals, equals of Life – creating LIFE, not death.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
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http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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ART by Sylvie Jacobs

Freitag, 3. August 2012

Day 108: The Design of Infinity & Self-Delusion

ART by Bastian Neumann

This number – 108 – reminds me of ‘spirituality’ and I really can’t believe there was a time where I was singing mantras LOL

So because of this association I decided to write about a ‘spiritual’ subject and then the number 8 brought up the point of ‘Infinity’.

The number 8 when placed horizontally stands for "infinity". It’s interesting that we human beings deliberately fail to take responsibility for THIS one reality we share HERE, yet have the audacity to create ideas of an ‘afterlife’ or ‘infinity’.

Would you REALLY want to exist like this forever?

If we really look at this world, we can see that we through ‘life and death’, people come and go – yet the system remains, and the people born into this world keep the system running, existing only for survival, slaving to make a living, serving not life but the system.

So in a way, the system is infinite.

And instead of looking at how we have designed this infinity, we project the point in separation from Here into some ‘afterlife’ or some ‘divine’ idea of ‘infinity’ just to delude ourselves with illusions of ‘grandeur’ and to not have to Face What is Here as ourselves and our creation.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a concept of ‘infinity’ without even making the effort to investigate and test what infinity would practically imply.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to project ‘divine’ concepts of ‘infinity’ into some ‘afterlife’ just to delude myself with ideas of ‘grandeur’ – refusing to investigate what we are creating to exist Here infinitely, in spite of the fact the history is repeating and costing the LIFE of millions while we slave for the system to keep running.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where we exist in fear of death to such an extent, that we try to cover it up and deny it through superimposing ideas of ‘infinity’ or ‘afterlife’ –

with the result that we care more about such ‘afterlife’ or other delusions of ‘grandeur’ while disregarding the abuse and atrocity we give permission to exist in THIS one reality through our acceptances and allowances and our refusal to see, acknowledge and take responsibility for: What is Here as our creation, this world that is ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to practically look at the design of infinity and see: as I draw the infinity sign, I have to BEGIN somewhere, and as I continue drawing I will END at the same point where I started –
therefore the design of infinity has a beginning and an end.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whatever has a beginning, has an end – and that what has a beginning and an end is a program, a system, a design.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that patterns have a beginning and an end – and that within our world as humanity, as human beings, we have accepted and allowed the patterns of our existence to run ad infinitum –
from beginning to end over and over and over again:

back and forth, up and down, round and round from love to hate, from good to bad, from more to lee, from right to wrong, from war to peace and back to WAR –
never really in fact changing, merely spiralling to energetic peaks with atrocious consequences for life.

I commit myself to showing that we are infinitely DAMNED by our own acceptance and allowance, as this world as a reflection of ‘who we are’ is clearly revealing; and that UNLESS WE STOP this automated existence of patterns designed in the name of profit, fear and self-interest at the cost of LIFE: we are making by our mere existence the statement that we are not worthy of life, that we are not equal to life, that we are trying to somehow be ‘more than’ life by placing concepts like ‘power’, ‘profit’, ‘money’, ‘winning’, ‘ownership’, ‘self-interest’ BEFORE life and exploiting life in the name of Profit.

I commit myself to showing that believing in an idea of ‘infinity’ or ‘afterlife’ is in NO WAY serving life as what we all share Here, and is in NO WAY supporting the individual in taking responsibility for What is Here and what Each One is accepting and allowing within oneself and one’s world.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we cannot be anything ‘more’ or ‘better’ or ‘higher’ in any other reality or ‘afterlife’, since we do not even manage to sort out ourselves here and this ONE reality we share.

I commit myself to showing that the design of infinity is in fact revealing to us what we have manifested as ourselves, as this world, this existence: an eternal FUCK-UP that is not going to stop, that will automatically recycle over and over again ad infinitum and into self-destruction – UNLESS we STOP.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in order to STOP, we have to realize what it is we’ve been creating and how; we have to understand How we keep this consciousness system recycling and How we have automated our existence within and without in a gesture of self-abdication and self-separation.

I commit myself to showing that we have automated our existence to such an extent that it’s gonna take great courage and humbleness to stand-up as life within self and get to self-honesty and the self-will it requires to make actual decisions in self-directive principle; decisions that will not only change the nature of the individual, but will have an impact on one’s world and society as a whole, bringing forth a new way of life through a new human being that has self-realized life as oneness and equality and thus no longer accepts or allow the separation and exploitation of life in any way whatsoever.

I commit myself to walking myself into and as full self-responsibility through the process of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application – so that I and all those walking equal with me: may stand as a living example for the change we ALL want to see in our world, and LIVE this change into beingness until ALL LIFE is FREE and our EXISTENCE is DIGNIFIED.

I commit myself to showing that equality as life is the only living-principle through and as which we can dignify our Oneness – and that an equal money system is a first step towards dignifying our Oneness as Life by giving ourselves and each-other equal rights, equal access, equal power, equal participation in the world system, within this transforming the starting-point of the system from fear, self-interest, exploitation and abuse: to actual freedom, common sense, common wealth and abundance, and the life-support we all require to live, express and expand to our utmost potential as life.

I commit myself to supporting the evolution of LIFE, and exposing all those that support the evolution of the ‘Mind’ which is the evolution of the ‘Money’ as the System we have created to protect only what is ‘Mine’ – and with 6 billion people fearing for ‘what is Mine’: war and abuse and deception is inevitable.

Therefore, for real actual change we gotta get to the core of our creation, stop the fear, stop the power-games, forgive the separation and self-interest and the fake values we have allowed ourselves to worship, and dis-cover WHO WE REALLY ARE AS LIFE.

ART by Matti Freeman

Donnerstag, 2. August 2012

Day 107: Parents Patent Patterns – Revisited

Because this is such a simplistic issue – here I am revisiting the point in its simplicity:

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that unless the parent self-realize the patterns he/she create and take responsibility for the consequences thereof: the patterns will be revisited and will consequently be imprinted onto the child as yet another point in the mirror of which the parent has a chance to face self –

the ignorance and failure of facing oneself as the patterns one has become and the claim that one has the ‘right’ to be/become a parent is in fact child abuse.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where parenting is not a vital educational point each one is supported within, and where we bring children into this world without ever getting to the self-honesty of facing self and taking responsibility for self’s creation.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we manifest this world through the patterns every generation of parents allow, and thus the patterns are revisited through every generation and so we keep history repeating and the system running –
Not ever actually really evolving as human beings, as humanity, as how we live and coexist, as who we are.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the patterns of consciousness are limited, in spite of the fact the each one likes to believe they are unique –

but if one self-honestly investigate who we all have become: one will see that we exist in variations of the same polarity patterns that evolve around the main concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, ‘power’/’powerlessness’, ‘win’/’lose’, ‘more’/’less’, ‘good’/’bad’, ‘love’/’hate’, ‘abuser’/’abused’;

Yet we refuse to see each one point cannot exist without its opposite polarity, and that once we submit to any one polarity-point we tacitly accept our submission to the entire consciousness matrix and trap ourselves within polarity, struggling for a ‘happy end’ as a ‘winner’ in self-interest.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where progress/evolution has become but the cloning of patterns without anyone truly investigating and understanding how these patterns exist, where these patterns originate from, what these patterns imply and what consequences are being accepted and allowed by the ignorant participation of everyone in the patterns of the world consciousness ‘as we know it’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the patterns are in fact known and this knowledge is being used and abused by the consumerism system of money as profit to create people’s fears and desires to keep them buying into the ‘dream’ of a ‘good life’ as presented by the system – perpetuating self-interest and the delusion we have accepted and allowed ourselves to indulge into.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we create our children as characters/personalities, as copies/clones of our OWN characters/personalities according to our OWN fears, desires and concepts of ‘good’ and ‘bad’;

And that within this we are not allowing our children to freely develop, explore, express and expand, as we impose onto them the ‘sins of the fathers’ –

and so the ‘sins of the fathers’ visit generation upon generation as the PATTERNS of our existence, and we accept and allow this to continue in SPITE of the obvious evidence that none of the patterns we have manifested in fact support Life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we refuse to even HEAR to what a child has to say, we refuse to consider a child’s expression, simply because it does not adhere to the rules we have confined ourselves to, it does not ‘fit in’ to the patterns we KNOW;

and so the parents place themselves as ‘superior’ to the child and the child must accept ‘inferiority’ which then becomes the child’s starting-point in all its interactions in the world system – even though the child will use the lies of the adult world to act and pretend to be ‘superior’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the detrimental extent to which we hold onto the KNOWLEDGE of this world, which clearly produces no beneficial results for life but only for the profit of the system –
Yet we hold on to the KNOWLEDGE we have like a possession, so much so that we are possessed by knowledge and thus ‘teach’ our children the accepted and allowed patterns of this existence as knowledge –

and so the child becomes a knowledge ROBOT instead of having the support that is required to actually LIVE, explore, express and expand.

I commit myself to showing that the PATTERNS of our world are NOT supportive of Life as who we all really are, but are only perpetuating the accepted consciousness of this world that is based on mental concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, ‘win’/’lose’, ‘good’/’bad’, ‘more’/’less’ – concepts that do NOT acknowledge the value of LIFE as EQUALITY and ONENESS.

I commit myself to showing that self-interest is always based in FEAR and ‘inferiority’ – and that the system will make you feel ‘inferior’ in every way to then sell you the latest ‘miracles’ with which you can apparently become ‘superior’.

I commit myself to showing that the patterns we have created from these concepts are also detrimental in nature and do Not support us as Life – they only support competition, survival, power-games and the exploitation of life for profit/self-interest.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless the parents change and take self-responsibility to direct the accepted patterns of existence into new ways of life based in the Value of Life as oneness and equality:

The children of the world stand no chance of manifesting a new generation that will free itself from the bounds of the accepted consciousness system and will make sure that we stop creating the consequences we have been manifesting thus far through the entire history of mankind.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that our children are our creation – and that we have, in this world, Not learned to take self-responsibility for our creations – this is seen within the whole world and throughout every aspect of our existence.

Therefore, as we all do, especially the parents face a challenge – themselves in self-honesty: to take self-responsibility for our creation, which is firstly ourselves, who we are and have become and what we have manifested through that which we have become, including our children.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself through self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application: to walk through the manifested consequences of my existence and face myself, taking responsibility for myself and my creation in every moment.

I commit myself to equally assisting and supporting others in my world that are willing to take self-responsibility and purify self and our existence.

I commit myself to showing how we manifest our world through and as the relationships we create and exist within; and that these relationships are based on patterns – and unless we understand, forgive and purify/correct the patterns of our relationships in self-honesty and oneness and equality as life: we will inevitably continue to abuse, deceive, and manipulate ourselves and each-other, driven by the automated consciousness of ‘human nature’ through fears, desires, self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that we have not yet as human beings found within ourselves the self-will to direct ourselves effectively and thus our world effectively; and that instead we have accepted and allowed the patterns of consciousness to drive us and determine our choices and decisions in life –

and that as long as we are driven by fears and desires without even understand how and why – we are but puppets on strings executing the orders of the system as they rise from the unconscious.

I commit myself to showing that the desteni I process is the only process of investigating, understanding and amalgamating the conscious, subconscious and unconscious layers of ourselves into an Equal and One being here, through self-will and self-responsibility, in self-honesty and self-forgiveness – so that we may self-realize our existence and stand accountable; to no longer exist in separation, ignorance and arrogance, to no longer accept or allow the exploitation of life to continue.

I commit myself that an equal money system will significantly change much of the accepted patterns of our existence, as it will assist in eliminating the accepted fear and support each one in acknowledging the value of life and developing self in self-dignity and self-acceptance – so that each child born into this world is certain to be supported from birth to death and free to express and expand to its utmost potential.

I commit myself to changing the patterns of my existence that is our world – so that we may all finally have REAL FUN in freedom and dignity for real.

Mittwoch, 1. August 2012

Day 106: Parents Patent Patterns - What is the ConSequence ?

ART by Kelly Posey

For context, see my previous blog posts as well as Creation’s Journey to Life.

Also for context, read:　Feral girl, 5, found living with a herd of cows can 'only communicate by mooing'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where we recycle the patterns of our existence through how we parent the next generations, patenting a 'human nature' that is simply accepted and allowed to continue - in spite of the evidence that 'human nature' as we know it exists AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we call 'human nature' is something preprogrammed throughout generations and has through acceptance and allowance become what it is today - and that thus we are able to change the program of 'human nature' through understand how it works and why we have been allowing ourselves to exist as we do for so long.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where each new generation takes oaths and makes promises to 'do it differently' and 'do it better' - yet looking at the world today we can see: everyone end-up repeating the patterns of the past and becoming just like the parents.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed an existence where we made it our 'nature' to take the 'easy way' or at least to try and find 'easy ways' to do things -- which shows that we have no understanding of how this reality works and explains why every chance for change is in the end undermined through our 'falling back' to our 'good old ways' because we it feels 'safer' and we 'know' our ways around -- which goes to show that the human being is a creature of habit - yet our habits in the end inhabit us and possess us to such an extent that we will even 'justify' abuse, inequality, deception, just to not have to face ourselves, just to not have to change.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is not us human beings that make our decisions - instead, we accept and allow the habits that inhabit us to direct our decisions and drive our existence - with atrocious consequences as we can see in the world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that a child is not born with patterns and habits - but is formed in its formative years through the influence of the parents;

and because the parents have no insight and no understanding of their own patterns and habits let alone the consequences thereof, they simply pass on their legacy onto the children and allow the children to consequently form their own patterns, habits and characters/personalities; and the parents claim this is who the child is, when clearly it is not; it is who the child is becoming through the influence of the world consciousness as the accepted 'human nature' and the power-games that entails.

I commit myself to showing that human nature can change - and the only thing required is the willingness to see, get to know and understand Ourselves, How we function, What we exist as and the Consequences thereof;

because when we do, we will see that it is the only actual choice we have: to take self-responsibility and face ourselves, and transform ourselves into self-willed individuals that stand accountable for who we are and how we exist - there is no other way to dignify life and continue our existence as humanity.

I commit myself to show that parenting is the key to changing society, as parents have the responsibility to educate and prepare their children for the world, and within that to share and establish principles that will no longer accept the world as we know it, but principles that will strengthen the child in its self-responsibility, self-honesty and self-will so as to enable a directive participation in the world with an impact that will make a difference.

I commit myself to showing that we cannot expect from the children to be/become anything else than what we are/have become - unless WE as the parents change and set a new starting-point for our existence, to make sure that we value LIFE as the only real value and that we base our words, thoughts and deeds on the value of LIFE as oneness and equality.

I commit myself to changing myself in a way that will support me as LIFE and thus all life equally - so that I may be a living example, as many of us have already proven to ourselves, that change is possible and that the only thing required is self-honesty, self-commitment, self-determination.

I commit myself to supporting and establishing a new system for our world that will allow us to question and re-evaluate EVERYTHING we have accepted and allowed to be our 'nature' and our 'world' and the 'systems' that manage us.

I commit myself to establishing a new system that will allow us all to re-educate ourselves based on common sense and actual understanding of how this physical reality including ourselves functions;
such foundation and support for ALL EQUALLY will strengthen self-responsibility, self-trust, self-directive power, and will produce a next generation of self-willed individuals that practically honor self and each-other as LIFE in all possible ways.

*Read the Blogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:
2012 Feral children - What does this Show us about ourselves?
Day 105: What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)
Day 39 - What Mowgli Syndrome shows us about Parenting

*Watch the Vlogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:
Cow Girl - What makes Us Human - Activist JTL
2012 Wolfskinder, ein Kuhkind - Ich bin ein Produkt meiner Umgebung?!
5 Year Old Girl Found Mooing: Lliving in a Barn: What Does this Show Us?
JTL-Blog-Review What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)

Dienstag, 31. Juli 2012

Day 105: Fear and Desire and the Addiction to Energy | How Parents Love Human Nature

ART by Damian Ledesma

In my previous blog I referred to how we create Characters/Personalities based on the energetic addictions we form.

What do I mean by that?

We can see that a child born into this world has no mental experience such as moods, feelings and emotions, has no fears or desires – it is simply expressing itself within and as the physical and the only thing it requires is for its physical needs to be met: nourishment, warmth, comfort.

In the process of growing up (this is btw really a point to question: Do we really grow up or simply just grow old – and why?) children start forming ideas about themselves and the world based on the value-judgments they are exposed to; they begin to simulate the consciousness the adults approach them through, and thus slowly but surely begin to form themselves as consciousness, as characters in a game or a movie.

(I have in previous blog posts referred to how we see ourselves and each-other/the world as pictures in our mind, hardly ever really getting to know another, let alone ourselves)

A vital point to consider within the parenting process is the application of ‘love’ that is expressed through the polarity of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’. Within this, what the parent is doing is imprinting onto the child the main energetic consciousness patterns of ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ based on the mental polarity-concept of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’. These imprints occur subconsciously / unconsciously through the parents’ application of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’.

As a result, the child starts to FEEL a certain way about itself and its world, and this FEELING is bipolar in nature: the child will have feelings (‘positive’) and emotions (‘negative’) according to variables of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ – and will slowly but surely start manipulating its reality, and itself within its mind, to get to those ‘feelings’ and ‘possessions’ of ‘reward’ that make it feel most ‘superior’.

This is the first layer of addiction creation – and simultaneously the first layer of character building as personality, or even as different personalities aimed at ‘validating’ the main personality the child identifies with, as what it sees itself as in the context of its environment.

In other words, this is how EGO starts being formed.

That EGO, in order to preserve itself and ‘validate’ its ‘right’ to life, will create certain addictions to certain feelings, and will start moulding its physical interaction in its world so that it is able to satisfy those energetic addictions. Furthermore it will adopt the ‘fuzzy logic’ presented to it by its parents as they justify their decisions and will use it to, in its own mind, form the ‘reasons’ and ‘justifications’ for becoming and embodying a certain character/personality with all the behaviour that goes with it.

Such energetic addictions may be addictions to ‘positive’ feelings or to ‘negative’ emotions, and there is really not much difference as to the consequences. Because in both cases what happens is that a child starts creating the Characters with which it will participate in the world system, and whatever the Characters are ("the perfectionist", "the victim", "the philosopher", "the observer", "the loner", "the hippie", "the moaner", "the whiner", "the bully", "the pleaser" – you name it) : they will essentially contribute to keeping the system running and perpetuating the power-games we exist through, within and without.

What is interesting is that even ‘negative’ self-definitions as characters and personalities will be ‘defended’ by the EGO – because whatever personality/personalities one has formed, it is for the purpose of being self-righteous and ‘winning’ the power-game one has perceived/ identified/ created/ accepted/ adopted in the mind.

So even "the victim" or "the pleaser" in fact exists within and as EGO, because it is but a character in a power-game where others are manipulated or blamed or made responsible for one’s own experience, with no human being ever really truly considering one’s own role within the creation and perpetuation of the power-games, the abuse, deception and inequality we accept and allow our existence to be based on.

So we are not just talking ‘energetic addictions’ here, but gravely also about ‘mind possessions’. (See local news and the website Demonology for various psycho incidents of mind possession.)

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to energy – wherein, regardless of whether I ‘feel good’ or ‘feel bad’ I would fight for my ‘right’ to ‘feel’ how I feel because I have defined myself through that experience; not realizing that how I ‘feel’ is a result of equations of polarity as concepts of ‘inferiority’ and ‘superiority’ and ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, and that every character we create ourselves to be will always fight for its ‘right’ to be ‘right’, and thus we end up in self-righteousness within a human race for SURVIVAL, in spite of the fact that the Earth provides more than enough resources for All to be equally LIVING in dignity and respect as life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself and my decisions to be driven, directed and determined by Energy as the ‘fuzzy logic’ and ‘experience’ of ‘moods’ based on the conditioned characters activated through triggers to play a role in the game called life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each personality, each character we form and embody: has their OWN agenda, their OWN self-interest, their OWN energetic addictions; it wants to ‘feel’ this way or that way, it wants to ‘get there’ or ‘become that’, it wants to be ‘accepted’ and ‘validated’, it wants its Ego to be caressed and it wants to be right.

Is it then a wonder that we exist DIVIDED within ourselves with multiple personalities /character, not even able to make clear decisions that benefit life as who we really are?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each Character as personality we form and embody has its own energetic addictions and will thus dictate feelings and emotions and thoughts in such a way to get the energetic ‘reward’ that will ‘validate’ its existence as ‘rightful’.

I commit myself to showing the urgency of the necessity to piece ourselves back together and make sure we purify and dignify each part of ourselves, stop the addictions of each part of ourselves, unite each part of ourselves as ONE and stand stable as a self-willed individual in self-equality that is whole and trustworthy.

I commit myself to showing that real trustworthiness is something each must prove to oneself – by the self-will and self-commitment it takes to bring all parts of self HERE as ONE and make sure all parts are EQUALLY given attention and directed to amalgamate as Living Words that ensure the dignity and freedom of LIFE, as all as one as equals.

ART by Damian Ledesma

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have been consuming ourselves, our children and our home planet in the name of ENERGY as the momentary rush for/of ‘MORE’, and that within that we’ve abdicated our value as life as oneness and equality for fake ‘values’ created through and as the mind, as energy;

and that every Character that is formed as a personality in this world: has particular energetic addictions – and that it is the nature of our addictions to energy that determines and ‘evolves’ the characters and personalities we will embody in this world just to get our ‘high’ on energy, yet in essence we in fact exist in the FEAR of not getting it, fear of losing it, or fear of others having ‘more’ /being ‘better’ /getting ‘higher’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the starting-point of our existence is and has been: FEAR – which is what we use to ‘justify’ our separation, our constant competition as the ‘human race’, our world systems as survival mechanisms, our money-system which we base on ‘scarcity’ and polarity...

And that therefore we have in fact subjected ourselves as human beings and humanity collectively: to FEAR as our directive-principle, as that which drives us; and possessed by fear, we exist in the anxiety of losing our possessions and that which we think we OWN or have the right to, in spite of the fact that we can obviously take nothing of all that with us at death and yet we spend a lifetime ‘protecting’ our OWN while we turn our backs on LIFE and let the world suffer in the name of OUR self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our individual addiction to Energy: is equal to our collective addiction to the Money-System to which we submit our world to;

and that just like in our power-games of energy as characters there can only be ‘winners’ if there are ‘losers’: we have constructed the Money-System of our world to function based on ‘winning’ and ‘losing’, in spite of the fact that ‘losing’ means to suffer and starve while no one really cares, as everyone ever only cares about self-interest /profit.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we manifest the world system in our image and likeness;

and that we impose the same polarity RULES we base our individual and interpersonal on (the hierarchic polarity of the mental concepts of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ and our accepted fear, separation and thus perceived ‘lack’ from the starting-point of which we always only strive for ‘more’ thus manifesting deception and greed) onto our world and enslave everyone into a system where money is apparently ‘scarce’ and where resources are exploited for profit and are not made available to all equally out of fear, greed, self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that just like the concepts of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ are mental concepts of a consciousness that exists in fear and self-interest in separation from life: so our Money-System too, where Money is but a mental concept with no real value, yet given the ‘value’ of survival and the power to dictate life on Earth, dividing and conquering living beings and exploiting life in the name of Profit.

I commit myself to bringing forth and establishing an equal money system: where money is given the value of life and is made equally available to all, along with equal rights, equal access, equal participation, equal power for ALL LIFE – so that we may establish actual life-support on earth and get to actual evolution as mankind, as humanity.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we human beings exist like characters in a game –

refusing to see that all characters as personalities exist for personal PROFIT, formed to manipulate existence to their OWN benefit regardless the cost and regardless how many are placed in disadvantage for one’s OWN benefit.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist through and as energy – where I have defined my value based on how I ‘feel’, in spite of the fact that how we ‘feel’ is determined by the conditioned patterns of our thoughts in the mind which we don’t even understand how or why they emerge.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all automatic movement within self (whether thoughts, back-chat, moods, feelings or emotions) are the result of conditioning and in no way reflect the actuality of reality but only the accepted MENTAL state of the individual and the CHARACTER the individual is accessing through self-definition in terms of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’.

I commit myself to showing that ‘human nature’ is the result of a preprogrammed design, and that understanding the design enables us to de-program and re-program ourselves in self-will, self-honesty, self-dignity, based on self-realization as life in equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have become addicted to energy in our quest for ‘value’ and ‘worth’ through our application of ‘Mining for ‘More’ to be ‘Mine’ –

because we have abdicated our self-worth that should be our value as life, and have created instead mental concepts of ‘value’ that in no way reflect our oneness and equality as Earthlings, as beings of the Earth under the same Sun sharing the same Water, Air, and Ground and should thus in common sense have one common interest: LIFE.

I commit myself to investigating and showing the various ways of our addiction to energy, and that we are in fact depleting ourselves, our children and our Earth in the name of energy which is but a momentary ‘rush’ of the mind, while the physical is in constant agony and pain; yet we have separated ourselves to such an extent from ourselves as a physical existence, that we do NOT feel the pain we inflict to our own physical body, to the body of the earth, to the millions that exist in hunger, poverty, starvation, famine, war.

I commit myself to showing that all war on Earth is a war for energy – be it for Oil and Money or for ‘Love’ and ‘Light’, ‘Religion’ and ‘Honor’ = all mental concepts ‘valued’ for some insane reason as ‘more than’ LIFE itself.

I commit myself to exposing the fraud of the current money-system as well as the fraud of religions in this world – as both institutions use the same promises, the same punishment and reward methods, the same concepts of debt/sin, forgiveness and salvation, while in NO WAY giving the individual actual free will, actual freedom, actual choice, and actual responsibility.

I commit myself to showing that actual self-responsibility entails self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-directive, and the self-realization of oneness and equality as LIFE HERE, as ALL that is Here on this One planet.

I commit myself to showing that our addiction to energy exists only because we accept and allow it; it exists only because we submit to FEAR and refuse to let go of the fake ‘values’ we have defined ourselves through, in spite of seeing that what we exist as is as fake as Hollywood.

I commit myself to showing that it will take self-commitment and actual Love as Life to stand-up and Stop our self-abuse, Stop the self-sabotage and self-deception, Stop the endless cycles of ups and downs that we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be subjected to –

to really actually and in fact start CARING for LIFE as who we really are, to really actually and in fact start DIGNIFYING ourselves and our existence – because the way we currently exist individually and collectively is absolutely programmed to spiral into self-destruction, unless we STOP.

Day 104: Fear and Desire as Energy Dictatorship | Characters Driven to Give-Up

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

In my previous blog post I looked at how 'fear' and 'desire' exist together as one energetic polarity construct - and within that I saw that we often tend to give up on a point out of fear, not considering or seeing that the giving-up is a result of our self-abdication to energy.

Why do I say that?

When you want to do something or take on a point, and you end up giving-up before you even start, you'll realize that you've given up out of FEAR. What you can also see however, is that before the fear even came up, you create a DESIRE out of that one point which you projected into the future and within that separated from yourself.

Now - the desire is projected as 'positive' and is a positively charged energy, and with the creation of desire as ‘positive’ energy, its opposite polarity is created: the fear as 'negative' which is the negatively charged energy.

More often than not what then happens is that self will move in the mind between these two polarities, trying to 'decide' whether or not to take on the point. In reality however, it is not self that is moving self - because self has abdicated all directive-principle and authority to Energy, and thus any and all thoughts or 'logic' or decisions formed out of that starting-point: will be designed as 'excuse'/'justification' for the 'desire' and/or the 'fear', and self will end-up making no actual decision or making a decision by following either the 'fear' or the 'desire' yet not considering all the practicalities and consequences pertaining to the physical reality of taking on that point.

Whether then self makes a decision to take on that point or not, self-abdication is already taking place by the mere creation of 'desire' as a projection separate from self into which 'more' value is placed as 'superiority'; and simultaneously the creation of the opposite polarity as 'fear', the option of which is valued as 'negative'/'inferior'.

So - what can be seen here is that self has abdicated one's directive-authority of equality and oneness and has given-up one's value as life and thus given self’s authority away to Energy to decide and determine the steps that are to be taken –

and thus self is now in the hands of Energy and will accordingly follow the positive and/or negative thoughts and emotions that come up.

This results into unclarity, indecisiveness and often confusion. Then one will either become possessed by the desire and will pursue it, often without being clear about practical aspects or consequences; or one will become possessed by the fear and will not take on the point, often later going into guilt about the 'personal failure' one has accepted and allowed, simply due to giving up one's directive-principle to the mind consciousness energy as polarity.

What is fascinating is:

The only way we create FEAR is when we see or accept, even unconsciously or per implication, ourselves as Inferior to another / to a point separate from ourselves.

In fact, that separation ‘happens’ through that very act of assigning another/a point a ‘value’ as ‘more than’ or ‘less than’ oneness and equality, as ourselves.

The play-outs of polarity as energy are like a ping-pong game, where the same ups and downs play out repeatedly while the 'positive' and 'negative' cycle in the mind, and for a moment one side/polarity 'wins' until the other side/polarity produces a thought to claim its right - and self is again in the middle of the battlefield without self-clarity or self-direction.

What we do not realize within that, is that any decision based on Fear or Desire: is a decision based in Energy - and is thus not a clear decision of self as Who I am and what I stand for. It is a 'moody' decision that will not be able to stand the test of time.

So - even though one may not be the type to Give-Up generally speaking, this construct of Giving-Up as giving in to the mind and the energetic polarities that come up based on past conditioning: exists in all of us.

And each one is able to identify the small, seemingly insignificant moments where one gives-up one's self-directive power to the mind as energy, through assigning value-judgments of 'positive' and/or 'negative' charge to points one projects into some future and thus separates from the oneness and equality of self.

Then one is trying to 'achieve' this or 'avoid' that (based on 'desires' and 'fears') –

instead of LIVING every here moment in self-clarity through self-directive principle and practical common sense; no separation, no judgments, no confusion.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the application of 'giving-up' is something ingrained into ourselves from childhood, where we submit to the consciousness system presented to us by our world/environment and give-up on ourselves as life, give up our self-honesty, our self-expression, our oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where children are faced with no other choice but to see the world as ‘MORE’ than self and thus go into a tacitly accepted ‘inferiority’, because the adults are trapped in the polarity construct of consciousness and refuse any other way for existing in this reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the Giving-Up Character will always see a point in separation from self as 'superior'/'MORE' than self here, and from that the acceptance is implied that self is 'inferior'/'Less';
and self then attempts to 'achieve' or 'gain' or ‘reach’ that point of perceived 'superiority', which only perpetuates the separation of self and 'validates' the accepted 'inferiority' as ‘real’.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that giving-up is a result of our self-abdication to energy - where we've given up on ourselves as life and have given our authority away to energy as the bipolar mind consciousness to direct and determine our choices and decisions in life; and thus we've only been following moods as emotional and mental patterns, but never actually been making decisions in self-clarity and self-integrity as life in oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the consequence of existing as energy is deterioration and depletion - as energy is in its nature limited and always requires a source to generate more energy -
and that that source for the mind: is the human physical body -
and for the money-system which is an externalization of the Mind: it is the physical planet Earth.
(Study the desteni material and look into relevant eqafe products to read up on and understand the relationship between the mind and the physical and how it came to manifest the way it is.)

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have been consuming ourselves, our children and our home planet in the name of ENERGY as the momentary rush of ‘MORE’, and that within that we’ve abdicated our value as life as oneness and equality for fake ‘values’ created through and as energy;

and that every Character that is formed as a personality in this world: has particular energetic addictions – and that it is the nature of our addictions to energy that determines and ‘evolves’ the characters and personalities we will embody in this world just to get our ‘high’ on energy, yet in essence we in fact exist in the FEAR of not getting it, fear of losing it, or fear of others having ‘more’ /being ‘better’ /getting ‘higher’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the starting-point of our existence is and has been: FEAR – which is what we use to ‘justify’ our separation, our constant competition as the ‘human race’, our world systems as survival mechanisms, our money-system which we base on ‘scarcity’ and polarity...

And that therefore we have in fact subjected ourselves as human beings and humanity collectively: to FEAR as our directive-principle, as that which drives us; and possessed by fear, we exist in the anxiety of losing our possessions and that which we think we OWN or have the right to, in spite of the fact that we can obviously take nothing of all that with us at death and yet we spend a lifetime ‘protecting’ our OWN while we turn our backs on LIFE and let the world suffer in the name of OUR self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that fear is always self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that we create fear through our self-abdication as life.

I commit myself to showing that the only actual value is LIFE which is equal in all.

I commit myself to showing that polarity is a trap of the mind, and that the only way out is the practical self-realization of oneness and equality as life.

I commit myself to investigating all ways in which I allow myself to give-up on myself as directive-principle and to give in to energy of the mind – so that I may stop accepting and allowing myself to trap myself in polarities as power-games of energy, and establish myself as the directive-principle of me in self-honesty.

I commit myself to investigating and exposing the Characters of CONsciousness that we have accepted and allowed to possess this existence as ourselves, Characters through and as which we participate in life as if it were a game while we act out our caprices through power-games in a quest to WIN, caring only for our OWN self-interest, disregarding completely the fact that we are ALL here on this ONE planet together, EQUALLY needing the same air to breathe and the same water to sustain us, returning to the same dust at death, where nothing of what we’ve been fighting for is any longer relevant.

I commit myself to stopping myself from being a slave to consciousness as energy, thus stopping myself from following the bipolar patterns we have conditioned ourselves through – and to instead forgive and let go of my addictions, so that I may stand accountable, equal and one, in self-acceptance and self-worth as LIFE, directing myself in self-honesty and common sense in such a way that I purify and dignify my existence –
to no longer accept or allow myself to separate my world through fears and desires;

and to show that it is possible for us to exists in oneness and equality as life: all we have to do is give up the fake ‘values’ we’ve defined ourselves as and acknowledge our VALUE as LIFE – because within that we will also realize that if we claim the value of life for ourselves then we must also give it to ALL EQUALLY –
this is the only way to manifest actual peace, freedom and dignity for LIFE as ONE, as ALL of us Here as Equals.

I commit myself to showing that the equal money system we propose at desteni is the only common sense step to take as a first step towards restoring the value of LIFE for ALL and for our home planet, a first step towards ensuring equal access, equal rights, equal power to ALL – so that we may get ourselves to actual democracy where everyone is included in the decision-making for all practical matters of our Co-Existence on Earth.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that LIFE is interconnected and interdependent – and that thus all the harm and abuse we accept and allow is and will be affecting us equally;

And that the only way to ensure a WIN-WIN existence on Earth is to Give equal as we would like to receive, and to ensure that ALL Have all we need for a dignified living.

I commit myself to showing that it is possible to manifest a world where each child born into the world will have the equal opportunity to expand to its utmost potential without fear;

and that it is possible to support life to develop and flourish as LIFE in self-expression and self-will, no longer imposing con ways and fake characters onto our children, no longer playing games and acting in roles, no longer having hierarchies of different ‘values’, but instead acknowledging life as oneness and equality and from this starting-point manifesting new ways of life and new systems of actual life-support that will ensure the freedom and dignity of LIFE as a matter of FACT.

ART by Kelly Posey

Relevant Read-Up: Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Sonntag, 29. Juli 2012

Day 103: Fear and Desire as Energy Dictatorship

ART by Matti Freeman

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that where there is a fear, there is also a point of desire:
wherein fear exists towards something that self has defined as ‘superior’ and thereby self as ‘inferior’ – and the desire being the projection of the opposite polarity with self somehow in the future-projection ‘controlling’ that point of fear to thus feel ‘superior’.

Within that I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that that which I feel or see myself as ‘superior’ to, I am in fact ‘inferior’ to, because if I was equal and one with the point then I would not have to manifest any relationship of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’ towards it; yet the fact that I do, tells me I am not equal and one with the point, thus I am in fact ‘inferior’ to the point, only trying to be/seem/feel ‘superior.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submit to the consciousness system of the world that tells me that the solution to ‘inferiority’ is ‘superiority’ – when in fact the two exist as two sides of the same coin: the con of consciousness as EGO –

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the only actual solution to our existence as LIFE is the solution of oneness and equality – as that not only mathematically takes abuse, deception, exploitation, harm out of the equation; it implies also that ALL have equal awareness of the One collective existence we share and thus ALL realize equal responsibility for this One LIFE as our existence to be honoured and supported as one would like to be honoured and supported as life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within my self-delusion and self-deception as consciousness in the polarity of ‘superior’/’inferior’ or ‘desire’/’fear’: I have manifested the world consciousness system as we know it where you cannot have peace without war, love without hate, joy without suffering; an existence based in and looping through polarities:

love - hate

war - peace

superior - inferior

master - slave

god - follower

rich - power

desire - fear

win - lose

Haves - Have-nots

abuser - abused

...

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have take the ‘positive’ side of each polarity and have created magnificent and profound ideas, ideologies, and concepts around it: love, peace, freedom, light, wealth, power –
we have however refused to see that that part we have ‘deified’ and ‘glorified’ and based our entire mental, emotional and consumerism systems on: is but the other side of all the atrocity we accept and allow within ourselves and our world, existing within the same prison-box, as the same energy-game of WIN and LOSE and each one as EGO playing for their OWN benefit, their own perceived POSSESSIONS.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, a human existence, where we hide from ourselves and each-other and deny the ‘negative’ of our creation, as we cover it up with layers and layers of ‘positive’ delusion, thus never taking actual responsibility for our creation that is ourselves, but only ever running, rushing, jumping to the next ‘high’, always seeking ‘more’, while 2/3 of the world population plus animals and nature deteriorate and deplete as we feed off the substance of life due to our addiction to energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that both ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ are manifestations of energy –
they are energetic movements of the mind consciousness system ‘activated’ through symbols, words, situations, pictures and other ‘triggers’ in our environment or even ‘triggers’ within the mind as we THINK – yet without us actually being aware of how, why, and to what extent such movements as experienced reactions and value-judgments, energetically charged in ‘shades’ of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’, have been conceived and programmed in the first place, to then be integrated into our physical behaviour and ‘who we are’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have existed in unawareness of cause and effect as ‘who we are’ and how we exist through conscious, subconscious and unconscious dimensions – yet have within that ‘managed’ to create a conscious alternate reality : Consciousness – a conscious interpretation/belief/idea of existence that we have believed in so badly that we have become it ourselves, and thus we are our own VEIL that blinds us from the entirety of our existence, from ourselves and our creation.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see the similarity of the words VEIL and EVIL – and to realize that FEAR as what we have made energy into essential with greed/want/desire/self-interest is ‘the other side of the COiN’:
is the actual EVIL of ourselves that has manifested separation, inequality, abuse and exploitation through deception; and that all deception is always in fact self-deception, as we have deceived ourselves as life and there is no way out but to face ourselves and what we have accepted and allowed to be become of our existence, individually and collectively – and this is the process and it is equal for all.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have become this consciousness in separation from ourselves as life basically out of fear/accepted inferiority and equally the desire for ‘superiority’/‘more’, projected in separation from ourselves;
and we have believed these ideas of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ to be real to such an extent, that we make wars today based on these ideas AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the whole CONSUMERISM system is based on and (ab)uses the accepted ‘human nature’ of ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ to create more fears and more desires to within that create the friction as energy required to make PROFIT for those that are Pro in deception, exploitation and greed while the masses are lured and distracted with energetic experiences in their quest for ‘MORE’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that the actual value of LIFE is LIFE and thus equality, and that a Oneness without equality can only inevitably end up in abuse, manipulation, deception, exploitation, while profit in self-interest is placed before the interest of life as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to manifest our Oneness within and as equality as LIFE, we not only have to change the systems of our world to ensure equal support for all living beings;
we also require to self-realize that equality as ourselves, as life, as who we all really are beyond all these power-games and kindergarten moods of energy that we have become so addicted to that we become self-righteous about, defending in essence our own limitation.

I commit myself to investigate, forgive and direct any and all points of ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ so that I may set myself free from the unconscious controls I had accepted and allowed, and ensure that I am the directive principle of me in self-honesty and practical common sense, in regard of myself as life and thus all life as equal and one.

I commit myself to get myself to a practical understanding of how this reality and myself function, to understand cause and effect and thus assist and support myself to walk through the manifested consequences of existence and face myself in self-forgiveness, to let go of everything that was not supportive of me as life, as all as one as equals, and re-align myself practically with LIFE as the actual value of all that is here.

I commit myself to exposing the whole CONSUMERISM system that is based on and (ab)uses the accepted ‘human nature’ of ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ to create more fears and more desires to within that create the friction as energy required to make PROFIT for those that are Pro in deception, exploitation and greed while the masses are lured and distracted with energetic experiences in their quest for ‘MORE’; as they secretly hope that by playing the game they may too get a chance to win the jackpot and live THE DREAM!

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that how we exist and what we exist as in the smaller scale/within: manifests the world we see without, in the bigger scale, with all its systems and all its evil ways;
and that it is the entire ‘human nature’ as consciousness that we require to transcend – in order to transform the consciousness of our world into something that will truly be worthy of LIFE.

I commit myself to bring forth a new system of support for all life that will no longer accept or allow inequality, abuse, separation, exploitation and deception in any way whatsoever;

a system of equality where working together in mutual support for the benefit of all life as ONE is placed as the principle of actual evolution as life, as equals;

a system that will allow us to get to know ourselves and our world and live to our utmost expression individually, yet all together as one, as equals of life.

Relevant Read-Up:Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE